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Zayn's leaving tomorrow. I know its gonna be for a while and I'm gonna miss him. Even tho he broke my heart 2 times... I don't care tho... the past is the past. I woke up in his arms. I hovered over him and kissed his cheek then his lips. "Baby... wake up" I giggled. I remember what happened last time when I went to wake him up... but... I wanna spend all day with him. He groaned and rolled over so that he was on top. "Yes my love?" He asked kissing my neck. "No! Not yet! Stop!" I laughed taking his hands before they went into my panties. "Come on sexy!" He laughed putting his forehead on mine. "No! No sex yet! Not till later" I giggled. He smirked and grabbed my wrists. "Nope... now... we could have sex all day baby" he chuckled. "Is that what you wanna do?" I asked. He nodded. "Hell yeah!!" He chuckled I rolled my eyes and nodded. "Fine..." I whimpered as he started kissing my neck.
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"Zayn!" I squealed laughing he chuckled and ran after me and AnnaLee. "I want kisses!!" He laughed. I giggled and ran into our room and hid under the blankets with AnnaLee. I held her close. "Shh" I whispered. She giggled... then Zayn grabbed her leg pulling her away from me making her scream. I laughed and grabbed AnnaLee. "Daddy!!!" She laughed and ran to him. "Well then... I feel loved" I fake sniffled. Zayn grabbed me by the waist with one hand. "You are loved babe" he chuckled and leaned in and kissed me. I blushed and kissed back. "I love you girls" he said and kissed AnnaLee and my forehead. I smiled and put my head on his shoulder.
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Only a few more hours till he leaves. I sighed and sat on our bed. He came out of the bathroom in his underwear and sat next to me. "AnnaLee is finally sleeping" I said laying back on the bed. "Isn't that good?" He chuckled. I half smiled. "Its okay" I said turning on my side, not facing him. He laid on the bed and wrapped his arms around me and kissed my bare shoulder. "I know your gonna miss me as much as I'll miss you" he said softly. I nodded looking at the wall. I'm going to miss him lots.
"Are you gonna be okay?" He asked. I nodded. "Yeah... I'll be fine" I sighed looking down at our now entwined fingers. "Can you turn around so I can see your beautiful face?" He asked. I smiled and turned around. He kissed me. "I love you baby... I'll call you everyday... I'll text you all the time... and I'll Skype you at night" he said combing his fingers thru my hair. I smiled and kissed him. "So... is that a promise???!!?!?" I asked he nodded. "Yes its a promise baby." He chuckled. I smiled and cuddled up to him. He's gonna be so far... and I'm gonna miss him so much... 4 months is a long time... :(
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I'm tired... going to bed... night. Xx jas♥
