Zayn POV.
All we're doing is arguing. I can't stand it. I hate it. I make her cry... I get so angry. I can't stand to see her cry. She's my baby. She's my life.
"Zayn." She said sitting on my lap. "Yeah?" I said kissing her neck. "I. I. Um. I'm pregnant. Again." She moaned. I stopped kissing her and looked at her in shock.
"W- what!" I gasped. She nodded standing up. "I. I wanted to tell you sooner. But. We. We keep arguing a- and I I wanted to tell you w- when everything got settled." She said quietly looking down.
"Wow. This is shocking. How the fuck did you get pregnant... again?" I snapped. Here we go again. Argument.
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I walked out of the house and went to work pissed. I left her at home. She's probably locked up in our room crying.
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I got home with flowers and a Teddy bear. I walked up to our apartment door and there was a note on the door.
If its you. And your reading this. I just wanted to say. I can't do this. I can't live another day with us arguing. I always end up getting hurt in the long run. So when you go into the apartment. My stuff will be gone. AnnaLee's stuff will be gone. And the ring is on the counter. Give it to someone special. I hope I see you someday soon. But for now. Its goodbye Zayn. By the time you finish reading this I'll be on a plane crying my eyeballs out with our daughter who's going to be without a daddy for awhile. I thought it was love Zayn. It didn't feel like love. You broke my heart into a million pieces today. You shattered my dreams with you. I will take care of this baby Zayn. I hope your life is good without me and your daughter.
Goodbye.
I ran into the apartment. I ran into the kitchen. The ring was on the counter. My heart was beating so fast. I ran into our room. All her stuff was gone. All of it. I ran into Anna's room. One of her toys. Her favorite toy was on the floor. I broke down and started to cry. There is no way in hell I'm letting her go. I can't. And I won't. I will find her and make things better. I cant lose her forever.
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Sorry its short. Nobody reads them anyways. Nobody votes. Nobody comments. I guess nobody cares. Well. I guess. Just enjoy.... if you read.
