Supernatural one shots

Not So Happy Birthday ~ Jared x reader

A bunch of angst. Suicide attempt. Mental abuse and mentions of physical abuse. I'm showing you guys my almost full potential for like angsts, sad, and depressing stuff. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!!!

The idea behind this is that you work hard at your job which is basically being a huge part of how Supernatural can run so easily. You decided to keep it a secret that today is your birthday because you thought nobody cared. You also were born into a very abusive family where you're dad was always drunk and your mom had cancer so she was in and out of hospitals most of your life. Now you have very bad anxiety with some depression thrown in the mix and you're slowly losing yourself. You get a really harsh voicemail from your drunk dad and that sends you over the edge while the others race to save you. In the hospital after you wake up like a month later, you tell them all about what you've endured and confess your love for Jared.

~Your pov~

Today is my birthday but it doesn't really matter. I doubt anyone even cares or bothers to remember my name, let alone when I was born.

I rolled up onto set and parked my car in the lot where everyone else on crew parks. I was on my way to the set when someone stopped me. It was my best friend Adrian who works with me.

"Y/n! Wait up!" He called as he ran over to me.

I flashed him a fake smile and he smiled back at me.

"Morning Adrian." I greeted, walking with him up to the set. "What's up?"

"Okay so today we are filming a big episode. And Jensen and Jared are throwing a small party afterwards because they felt like it. Obviously I'm invited and I want you to come with." He gossiped with me. "You better believe that I'm going to hang out with Jensen. Our 6 month anniversary is in a week."

I forced an even bigger smile and nodded. "That's great. I'm so happy for you guys."

My heart shattered a small bit as I pushed open the door to the set, seeing everyone hard at work as if nothing special was happening today. I may not have told anyone but it still would have been nice to see everyone smiling at me and wishing me a happy birthday.

I went and started getting some work done like helping others clean, getting the directors coffee and helping out the actors in any way I could.

Soon enough things kicked off and I was able to sit down as the actors got to work. I have to admit that I watched Jared walk onto set. He was at least a foot taller than me with big muscles, gorgeous long hair, and that stubble that I absolutely loved. Plus he was an absolute sweetheart. Sometimes he would actually talk to me which was amazing. Although he probably has much better things to do rather than hang out with a lowlife like me.

"Alright! And action!" Erik called out.

Jared and Jensen were 'driving around in baby' and not speaking at all. Sam and Dean had recently gotten into a fight and I nearly ended up having a panic attack because the yelling scared me so bad. Old memories came flooding back but I managed to suppress them.

"Hey you okay?" Someone asked.

I turned and jumped when I saw Jared standing there, staring at me. I didn't even realize that he had finished the scene, let alone walked over to me.

"Uh y-yeah. Just peachy. Do you need anything? A coffee? Water?" I asked.

He smiled and chuckled a bit. "No thanks. Actually, I wanted to see if you were coming to the party tonight. It's gonna be at my place." He stated.

I gave him a confused look before slowly shaking my head.

"No offense, but I was actually just planning on staying home." I replied, shying away.