Dan's POV.
This cant be happening, my girlfriend.. she doesn't remember me. This has to be some type of sick joke. ''I...No...you have to remember me. Please remember me." My eyes were blurry from all the tears. I could barely see her face. "I'm sorry! But I do not have any idea who you are !" She was on the verge of yelling. After all that has happened, the past year, everything we've been through! Gone, like it didn't even happen to her.
I needed to get out of there. Out of the room . Out of the building. Just away from everything. Maya and Phil came running in. "Is everything okay?? Dan! What happened ! Why are you crying! Please tell me those are happy tears! " Phil came over to me, I was on the ground shaking and crying. I've never been like this before, never this upset. My heart hurt so much. "E..Ellie ... She... She.." I had trouble getting the words out. "She what Dan!? Say it!" Phil demanded. "She... She doesn't know who I am... She doesn't remember anything.. Everything we did.. Everything that has happened... Gone... " I just blankly stared at the wall. All I could hear was Maya talking to her. Asking her things.
She remembered Maya ... Of course. But not her own boyfriend...just my luck. ''Dan, i think you and Phil should go back to the flat. I'll be there later, i just wanna talk to Ellie.'' Maya said. ''Yeah Dan, I think that would be the best thing right now.'' I wasn't going to fight with them. I nodded and walked out of the room. I was on the verge of crying again. I didn't want to cry anymore. I just wanted to sleep, but honestly i might end up crying myself to sleep... I've never felt so depressed before in my life. My own girlfriend. She's gone...possibly forever.... She'll never remember me.
"Dan...are you okay?'' Phil asked. I was hesitant to answer. ''Ye...yeah I'm fine.'' He could obviously tell that i wasn't fine at all. ''Dan, i promise you everything will be okay. Just look on the bright side, we didn't lose her. '' I guess he was right. ''Yes,but Phil, i feel like i did lose her, she doesn't even remember me.'' He let out a sigh. I could tell that he was going to give up trying to make me a bit happier. "How about we get home and take a nap? I'll order out. What do you want ? Chinese or pizza?" He had a slight smile on his face. "Pizza I guess." I kept walking. Without even looking at him.
We finally reached the car. And got in. The car ride home was dead silent. Even when we got into the flat it was quiet.
We didn't say a word to each other. I just walked into my bedroom and just lied on my bed. Blankly staring at my ceiling. Thinking, thinking about Ellie. And what if, what if I offered to drive her. Things would be different. She would know who I was, she wouldn't have memory loss. None of this would've happened. But it did, and it's killing me. I can't stand this type of pain. I just wanted to go to sleep and wake up and realized this was all a dream.. a horrible, horrible dream. But it isnt a dream, this is real life... a fucked up real life for sure. I'm just praying that her memory comes back soon... or some how Maya can help her remember.
"Dan, we're home...Dan?'' Phil tried getting my attention, apparently i zoned out. ''Hm? oh ... sorry.. '' I sighed and got out of the car. We got into the flat and i just walked into my room. ''I'm gonna order the pizza now... okay?'' Phil yelled. ''Yeah, okay. '' I then shut my door and and flopped down on my bed. So many things were going through my head. I wanted the thoughts to stop. I don't want to keep thinking about it but I can't stop!
Bad things always happen to me don't they.
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A love story (book 1)
FanfictionA girl named Ellie McGee that goes to school at the University of Manchester bumps into a boy she meets at starbucks. Yet she has no idea on who he is until her flatmate knows who he is and tells her all about it. Will Ellie fall for Dan? will they...
