1. Scenarios like this happen:
My little sister: Hey *real life name* why didn't you go to the water park with me and *insert older sister's name*Me irl: I didn't want to.
Me mentally irl: I feel uncomfortable with my body. I don't feel comfortable being a girl, I feel more comfortable being a boy.
2. Questions like "Why do you shop in the boys section?" or "Why do you wear boys clothes?" are asked all the time by my older sister.
3. Support from my mom even though I haven't told her about it.
My mom: HEY *real life name* COME DOWN I BOUGHT YOU SOME MORE MEN'S CLOTHES THAT MIGHT FIT YOU!!!
Me irl: is mentally crying because I can feel like myself for once
And 4. It sucks. You feel like your trapped in the wrong body.
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