Bleeding Heart

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The old darkness
is courting me again.
Sirens wail their eulogies,
making this heart my enemy


war cries are a baby's silence,
dying of hunger in Africa.


creatures that creep, caressing my cheeks
are singing of piglets screaming


their curious eyes are bright with love
before bodies lay still
on hot red floors


cages hold so many hearts
that turn to cold sharp metal


I wish I could break the bars,
and let justice reign—
let freedom reign—
let fairness reign.


But life isn't fair
my old psychologist once advised,
and she is right, for it is not


But I cry that my voice can't be louder,
my hands can't be stronger
my calls for help simply echo in my brain,
drowned out by lunchroom talk
of KFC, the Kardashians and Married at First Sight replays


I suppose I must endure,
with this permanent ache in my heart.
Bleeding, bleeding but not broken

For I will always know

how to feel,
how to care,
how to love those I do not know


If the price of that is a bleeding heart, I'll take it any day.

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