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hangang • choi yeonjun

> suicidal, a bit long, dreams

Yeonjun woke up sweaty. He feels exhausted. He had a nightmare. He checked the time and it was 2:58 AM. He wipes his sweat off.

He remembered his dream. He was holding on to a girl who was wearing the same uniform as him. It was night and they were in the Han River. He doesn't know what the dream means but Yeonjun is scared that it might come true.

You woke up and do your morning routine. You were ready for school but it's just 6 AM. Your school starts at 8 AM. You head out of your apartment and bid goodbye with your cat, who wants to cuddle more with you. You smiled, even though your parents aren't with you, your cat was there. Atleast, they give you monthly allowance much more than you need. That is the life of a child of a mistake. A mistake of lust. They know they have a family but they chose to do those.

You stopped thinking about those things and put your earphones on. It was 6 AM. You walk to school even though the school is a bit far.

You came to school on time. You take a sit on your chair. Your classmates are looking at you in a not so good way. You checked your reflection on the phone, there's nothing on your face. You looked pretty, at least that was the landlady says. Then you remembered, you were a child of mistake.

You take a sigh and start reading your notes. Your academic honor is all you can give to your parents. It's all you can do to at least get recognized by them.

The school ended like the other days. You start packing your things and headed outside. You walked again.

You went to the study cafe. You changed to your working uniform. You already had enough allowance for yourself but living alone on your apartment make you feels sick. You decided to have a part-time job.

"Hello, y/n." Yeonjun greeted you. You smiled and waved at him. He was your co-worker and schoolmate. He was a year higher than you(sunbae).

Your part-time job was fun because of Yeonjun. He would always make you laugh. Sometimes, he would tease you.

Your work time ended. You changed back to your school uniform. The boss gave you your today's pay. You were happy for a while. You could attend to your favorite band's fan meeting. Your reality escape was the Kpop world. Fangirling over Korean boys.

"y/n, wait! Let's head out together." Yeonjun shouted.

"Sure." you shouted back. You waited him outside. You saw him with his bike. He was also on his school uniform.

"Ride with me." He said and gave you an helmet. You wear it and ride on the back of his bike. You don't know where to hold on. He suddenly grabbed your hands to his waist. You were shocked but if you didn't hold onto his waist.

The wind was hitting your face and the moon is really beautiful today. He stopped the bike when you two reached the Han River.

The wind was really cold. You liked the ambience. You hold onto the barrier. You suddenly felt the urge to jump on the river and end your life.

You felt nothing. This was an opportunity. No one will also miss you when you die. You step on to the barrier.

"I WANT TO DIE!!!!" you spread your arms and shouted. Yeonjun grabbed your shoulders and let you down.

"Yah, what is that?" Yeonjun asked.

"I said I want to die." you said and you can already feel your tears go down to your cheeks. He looks sad. He hugged you and you continued crying to his arms.

"It's not good to die. Whatever your problems are, don't solve it by escaping." He said. You were still crying. He was brushing your hair. You let go of the hug because you find it inconvenient for him.

"Thanks for being a good friend." you said and smiled to him. At least, this moment makes you feel better and you have another moment to treasure than those fan meetings and concerts you have attended.

"A friend? A friend only?" he said and pouted. You find his aegyo cringey but you can't deny you like his cuteness.

"Why? What do you want??" you asked him and pouted to him too. You cringe at your own aegyo but you know he won't judge you.

"I know this is not the perfect timing. I brought you here to confess but it seems like this moment is meant for a drama." he said. Then he looks onto your eyes. He grabbed something on his pocket. It was a chocolate bar.

"y/n, I really really like you."