Dear Diary

June 3rd

I know I'm not good enough for P'No, he deserves to be with someone nice, someone who will protect him... Someone who is everything I'm not.

Now it's all too late, I lost his trust, his friendship, and nothing last forever...We can't go back to the time before it happened.

I'm so sorry P'No, I want to be perfect for you, but I can't. Because I'll never be perfect enough for you.

I saw him with someone else today, it was this hunky looking man, he had his arm around his shoulder and I could feel my heart sink into my stomach.

I had turned around and walked the other way when he looked toward me. I couldn't show him that I felt weak and that tears ran down my face.

I had been shocked when he had ran after me and started frantically trying to explain that it wasn't what it looked like and that the guy, 'Type' already had a boyfriend.

I feel sorry for slapping him but I didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore. He hurt me too much.

He promised me that he wouldn't leave but he did and now several weeks later he tries to undo this all...
I regret my last words to him..

"Talk to me when hell freezes over... Until then I don't want to see your petty face"

It was probably too harsh seeing how he was left hurt and shocked...

I purposely didn't take his call or answer Tech when he asked what I did to make his brother this depressed and hurt.