Electric Love - HoMin

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Changmin went to bed that night already in fear of the next day. He was hoping he would fall asleep before he fell apart. No matter how hard he tried, he fell apart. Every piece of him he owned fell from him and was devoured by his mind. He was so lonely and terrified. He felt loved because of Kyungsoo. That's all he has in his lifetime. Kyungsoo. Yet, he still feared Yunho.

Yunho struck him so hard. Yunho made him bleed and cry. So much pain he has taken. He sat in his bed hoping and wishing he could be stronger and bigger. He was fed up with being thrown around and abused. He swore that the next time he was going to get hurt, he would make sure he wouldn't pity himself. He would stand up, and fight back.

Although he's a soft boy, he would find ways to defend himself. He just had to figure out how. With that thought, and a few tears on his cheeks, he started drifting away. His mind leaving his body. He was falling asleep. After a few seconds, he did. His reoccurring dream haunting him once again.

He woke up in a cold sweat. He sat up and wiped his face off before getting out of bed to go to the bathroom. He looked at himself in the mirror. He ran his fingers through his hair. After brushing his teeth, his mind drifted.

He remembered he wasn't lonely today. He remembered what Kyungsoo had said last night. A smile quickly flashed across his face. "Whatcha thinkin' about?" Kyungsoo asked. Kyung startled him. He had caught Changmin off guard. He blushed slightly before fessing up.

"About you, dork!" That response made Kyungsoo giggle. Kyungsoo gave Changmin a tight hug before running off. That's when Changmin realized Kyungsoo was already ready for school. Changmin quickly changed clothes and ate breakfast. He had woken up late. After he ate, Changmin and Kyungsoo jumped into the car and Changmin drove them to school.

They eventually arrived at school and they were walking into the building. Changmin felt someone's hand grab his and he looked beside him to see him and Kyungsoo hand in hand walking down the hallway. People were staring at them and he blushed in embarrassment and tried to ignore them.

They walked to Changmin's locker which is a few lockers away from Kyungsoo's. Kyungsoo let go of Changmin's hand. "I have to go to my locker now. I'll see you later!" Kyungsoo hugged Changmin and walked away. Changmin opened his locker and got his stuff for his first class.

He heard footsteps nearing and he turned around and saw nothing. He heard a slam of a locker behind him and turned around to see Yunho leaning against Changmin's locker. Changmin's eyes widened and started backing away.

"Got yourself a little boyfriend, huh?" Yunho asked. "I-I uhh.." Changmin wanted to run but Yunho got closer to him. "Why are you walking away from me? That's pretty rude yknow?" Changmin ignored him and turned around and ran.

Changmin was scared. Why couldn't Yunho just leave him alone if he hates him sooo much. He didn't know. He went to the nearest bathroom to escape from everyone. It was his quiet place, but, instead of feeling relieved, he cried. He cried until he couldn't anymore. His life was miserable.
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YUNHO POV.

Why had I gotten so.. so... jealous? I don't even care if that tiny brat has a boyfriend. Hell, a boyfriend! I wiped that thought from my mind and went to go search for Jongin. He was busy flirting and showing off to a group of cheerleaders.

I could hear their annoying squeals as I walked up. I tapped Jongin's shoulder and flashed him an annoyed look as he looked at me. He shooed the girls off and asked me what I wanted. "Did you see those boys holding hands down the hall?" I asked him. "Yeah, what of it?"

"I was just wondering why" I added. "I thought those two were like, best friends?" "What? You jealous?" Jongin mocked me. "No! Never! Why even ask?" I stumbled with my words. "They're dating, idiot. Leave them be." Jongin mocked me even more. "Do you have your yearbook on you?" I asked, a curious look stuck on my face.

"Why do you need a yearbook?" Jongin questioned me and I could see his annoyed look. "Just give me the damn yearbook." I was getting annoyed at him at this point as well. He handed it over and I flipped pages to find our grade. Jongin started pointing out girls and either insulting or flattering. "I totally know who I'm taking to the dance now!"

I stopped scrolling through pictures and looked at him. "What dance?" Jongin sighed and stared at me. "You never pay attention, do you?" "What dance!" I sort of yelled that question. Students were staring. They averted their gazes and continued their conversations. "There's a dance this weekend. Everyone pretty much has dates already."

I looked down and continued looking for those boys. "Oh! There!" I yelled again. "This one! Do Kyungsoo." "You're taking a boy?" Jongin asked. "No, dumbass! That's the boy. Changmin."
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