Unexpected Love > cameron dallas fanfiction

chapter 10

even though we were in a hurry to get back to the apartment cameron drove so carefully and atleast 10 mph under the actual speed limit. i knew exactly why he was doing it though, he didnt want anything to happen to me again so instead of rushing him i just sat in his car trying to relax. 

" we're here " cameorn said shutting the door forgetting that im broken. he went to run towards the stairs to the apartment but stopped to pick me up before completley leaving me behind.

nash was leaning against the dinning room table with his hand to his fist.

"whats the rush, bro? "  cameron asked nash. 

" whats the rush? i came in the house and i heard something upstairs so i ran up stairs to your bedroom and.." 

cameron was already up the stairs before nash could finish his sentence. 

i hobbled up the stairs. about half way up i saw cameron step back in utter shock. 

i didnt blame him. the flat screen was broken, camerons camera hanging off the rack attached to the back of the door, clothes thrown everywhere and on the wall in spray paint it said ' i told you that youd get what you deserve bitch.' 

only one person in the entire world that would have done this. 

i had so many mixed emotions. pain, fear, guilt i was feeling a little bit of everything. 

" maybe i should just leave?" i blurted, it was the last thing on earth i ever wanted to do but i knew it was necessary. 

" what, no. " cameron snapped back into reality, " thats the last thing thats going to happen here." 

" cameron look at your room, all of your stuff, its destroyed because of me. you dont deserve this.."

" and niether do you kaity. " cameron setting his hands on my shoulders , looking into my eyes. " i dont care about all of this, we can fix this so easily. but alex, hes capable of alot of things  but i will never let that happen to you. i love you kaity." 

i dont respond because i dont want to argue. i know that me being here is just causing 10x the amount of damage. or is cameron right? i dont know what to do about any of this. in the last two months my life has changed so much i dont even have a grasp on reality anymore. 

i let cameron pull me into an embrace and i found the spot between his neck and collarbone where my head fits so perfectly. 

" im exhausted." i said yawning. 

cameron helped me hobble over to the bed. i was so unconfortable in this room, it used to be the place i went when i needed to be alone. but i didnt want to be left there for anymore than 10 seconds alone. 

" cameron, i dont want to be here. " i said tensely. 

" wait, what?" cameron asked warrily, probably thinking i met i didnt want to be there with him but that was not it at all. i couldnt stand that bedroom. 

" this room.. i cant be in here alone. im so scared." i shook my head because to be completley honest i was terrified of going anywhere without someone because like cameron said.. alex was capable of a lot of things. 

cameron grabbed one of his t-shirts from a part of the closet that wasnt destroyed. 

" i wont leave you. i promise you nothing will happen." 

it took me a while to take off my shorts and tank top considering my casts and broken parts of my body.

cameron ended having to help me put the shirt on over my head. 

cameron layed back and i leaned back putting my head to his chest so i could hear his steady hearbeat.. 

" where would you have been if we never met? " cameron asked.

i had to think about this question very carefully becaus emy answer could change everything. " honestly i probably would have still been with alex and i wouldnt have ever realized how crazy he was. "

cameron just noded. 

to break the awkward silence i asked hims the same question, " where would you be? " i asked propping my head up to where i could see his face now. 

" i would have been with you." i smiled from ear to ear but i didnt say anything else because i didnt want to loose this moment. 

we dosed off to sleep but i was awoken by a loud band and camerons yelling.