The Neighborhood Hope Dealer

5).

Sybil The Psychic Tarot Card Reader... 

December 5 2004 

I am just now making it to this psychic tarot card reader name Sybil. She said my Astrology was in the energies of Libra and Sagittarius. Not that I knew a lot, but it was giving me the energy I needed. Plus she was a cutie. I imagined someone just like her. I wanted to asked her was it bad luck to want a girl that looked like an ex-

I let her do my reading first than she pulled out this stack of cards she called Special Code Tarot Cards. Plus she asked me if anybody in my family other than me knew how to read tarot cards. I told her my Mother Angel ( Angelique) and my Grand Maw and my big brother Samiel, we call Blac Sam. Probably my daddy, DaWitt. I mentioned I had a baby sister, Samia and a baby brother. 

She told me sounds like I had siblings on my mom and pops side equally. She was telling me something I did not know. 

I listen as she pulled each card. 

First she asked for prayer over the reading. Than she rubbed her two palms together and she lit incense and lit tiny candles. She had spiritual music on. Turnt down low and she even let me smoke my medical marijuana. That's what I told her, because I smoke everyday. I fear I would die from throat cancer if I did not stop. The number one killer than getting murked was number two. 

They know they got cures out here for cancer and Aids, but they make money off people getting sick and dying. Too many doctors have come forth to say they know Aids is just another form of cancer. Just like lupus and hepatitis. As much as doctors stay in the laboratories, they would have to found something. 

Sybil stopped to stare at me. She knew my mind was somewhere else. Being a Leo I love to be in deep thought. I heard her mention Sagittarius and I try to think did I know one? I did not know what Petty Cuz or Shitty Cuz was but I bet one was Pisces and the other was Aries. Those two signs can flip the script

Mane the way they shuffle those psychic tarot cards and tap them on the table than take a pencil and tap on the cards. She ask for first card. Who she talking to? My spirit I guess. Making me feel some type of way. 

She pulled the first card

I was shocked

She said that it meant that I would be shipped with somebody in the future. That that card meant wounded healer. I felt that wounded healer's energy right then and there. That had to be a predicted confirmation. Looks like Imma have to stay with my special code reading to understand my prophecies. 

Sybil looked over at me and she asked to smoke some of my medical marijuana. Shit hell yeah I share. I share anything I got. 

She asked a question. Did I have any children. I was shocked at the question, but I told her I was only seventeen and I don't kiss and tell, but this gang girl I hang out with, has one. Sybil shook her head and held up two fingers? Was she saying those nine months Petty Cuz went to that job core she got pregnant and another baby out of wedlock? I might have to put her ass on birth control my damn self. She not too damn responsible it seems. 

Now the bitch is haunting my spiritual path reading? When will I escape that petty girl, never? 

Two children before she was twenty years old. Where they do that shit at? I guess Los Angeles. She must have gotten pregnant in job core. Knowing her she probably fucked the administrator. She loves feeling in control and my thoughts are racing like a motherfucker. More like a hoe fucker! 

Sybil saw the kush was needing something for thirst. She nodded for me to pour us both some green herbal tea. I thought she'd never asked. At least after the reading. She had slice apples peeled and some peanut butter on a china saucer. That brought back memories. Mother Angel hates bone china. She said the hard metal sound of tapping the two cup and saucer gave her cold chills. Starting to do me right about now.