Dear You,
1 freaking day left! I’m so hoping that they will text me tomorrow. I’m losing my patient! I’m still hoping that I would find a job. This is so frustrating that I want to pull my hair or shout out loud but the neighbor would think I’m crazy! These past few days I feel my head is throbbing. Maybe I’m stress. You know I’m thinking that maybe I will apply to the computer shop. They need some encoder, a computer literate. But I’m still thinking about it. The reason is that I’m still considering the job I’m telling you about. I’m still hoping that they would text me. You notice that I always mention that right? Maybe you’re tired of reading this. *sign* okay, I’ll tell you the continuation of my story of love. I’m hopelessly romantic. I know. Yeah. I did tell you my feelings for him. Each passing day my feelings for him have gotten strong. But we never date or became a couple. I just watched him afar. Summer class came. We are in the same class in Political Science. We still text but not the same as before. I think he wants a distance between us. I heard that he got a girlfriend. My friends said to me that they saw him with another girl at the church. They also ask if I’m okay. I just smiled at them and said ‘he can do whatever he wants. We are not in a relationship’. But deep inside I feel weird, regret. I didn’t show them. And change the topic. That time I remember the enrollment of summer classes. My other friend is with me. And he is there, sitting in front of me, they are talking about a certain girl. I just listen to their conversation. My friend mentions me and said what about us. I remember exactly what he said. He said I’m still in his heart. I’m the one who is still in his heart. Of course I feel so happy but I didn’t show it and just raised my eyebrow at them. And the teasing began.
My Political Science class starts at 10 in the morning. It’s still early for our class so my friends and I is staying at the bench and joking around while waiting for our class to start. I saw him came with a girl. I think she’s in our class too. They are heading to us. I’m playing ping pong ball by that time, bouncing it at the table. They stop in front of us. He asks something to the girl and the girl went searching it to her bag. At that time, my friends are whispering to me saying ‘ouch’. I bow my head and said ‘ouch’ out loud. When I look at my friends they are looking at me with teasing eyes and he and the girl is looking at me too. Oh. That’s so embarrassing! Suddenly I feel myself blushing; it meant to be a joke! But I guess they got the wrong interpretation. After that the girl went to our classroom while he sits beside me. I didn’t look at him. I’m still embarrassed for God sake! I’m just glad that the bell rang and we all went to our classroom before our teacher came. After that, I found out that the girl he was talking to earlier is his younger sister! Ha-ha. This keeps getting better and better. (To be continued)
Me
