Distant Euphoria

-9-

Jungkook POV

After Jin Hyung closed the door I quickly walked over to Naeun wrapping my arms around her small waist.

"You look so cute in my hoodie..." I said as I moved her wet hair out of her face.

"I-" I cut her off kissing her lips.

And I kept kissing her.

I have never felt this way about someone... I never thought about going against my contract in this way.

Ever since I saw the audition videos of her in the CEO's meeting room I knew I wanted to know her... whatever it took.

She moved her hand up onto my jaw carefully caressing it... she was so gentle. Making me not want to be. I gripped onto her hips as I continued to kiss her.

I parted our kiss and turned on some music for us. Slightly for the reason that I didn't want my hyungs to hear but mostly her and I... when we move together... even if it's playing around... I feel magical.

As we danced with one another I kissed her lips, her cheek, her neck as I moved her with my body. I could do this forever... 

We started to play around dancing and she fell onto my bed giggling at me and I did the same.

We talked on my bed facing one another I kept thinking of the fact that this can't last forever. Watching her smile, her eyes, her curiosity, her hips, her lips, her everything. 

She enchanted me.

As I listened to her talk about her move to Seoul I ran my finger lightly from under her bra line to the peak of her hips I watched my hand... back and forth.

Her body was perfect too...

She was continuing to talk about her training so far and it saddened me... I don't want to ruin this for her. 

I laid my hand carefully on her cheek making her pause her story.

"I haven't been like this with a girl before... I feel like..." I pulled my hand off her face and gripped her hand lightly. 

I feel so bad...

"Do you feel comfortable with me... with this?" I hesitated to ask... what if she wanted it to stop soon?

"I don't know... I like it. I like seeing you. I just keep thinking to our groups, the company... our careers. Mine just starting out..." At least she was being honest. She's risking a lot.

What do I do? What do I say? I feel like I have a responsibility to help her succeed... shes just 18 shes just starting out. Am I wrong for doing this to her? 

Try to be responsible.

"Me too... I don't like it... I love it... I love being around you Naeun and I don't know if that's healthy for us right now." I ached on the inside even saying those words to such a wonderful person.

"I know..." She said as she sat up and looked at her hands sadly... the look of disappointment on her face made me upset. I don't want to ever see her unhappy. 

That's not my Naeun...

"Hey..." I said sitting up and wrapping my arm around her waist again. God, do I love that waist.

"What do you want after today?" I asked her trying to read her eyes.

"I want you... I want to see you," She replied still looking at her hands.

"Well, we go on our tour again for another week tomorrow. Let's think about it and I will meet you again then" I smiled sadly at her moving her hair behind her ear to see that pretty face.