Distant Euphoria

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Jungkook POV

After Jin left my room I walked to my phone and saw Naeun's text.

I want to see you -Nae

I looked at the message a while before answering.

Meet me at the Han river at 11 -Me

Okay- Nae

I got dressed quickly and made my way to the river that was a little bit of a walk from our condo. 

I left the condo loudly... I didn't care if they knew where I was going anymore.

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I got to the river and sat on a bench that could be easily found.

I saw her get out of her driver's car and walked up to me, I stood up.

"Kookie..." She said before wrapping her arms around me and laying her head on my chest. 

"Naeun..." I held onto her head tightly as I took in her scent.

"I missed you..." I whispered into her hair. 

She stayed silent before breaking my hug and looking at me.

Her eyes...

I cupped her face with my hands before I kissed her. 

I kissed her letting her feel how much I missed her.

I felt her smiling as she kissed me back she moved from my lips to my jaw, making me weak. 

I ran my hand up her arm as she continued down my neck.

Too far...

I pulled her from me slightly but still keeping her close.

"I told Jimin" I blurted out to her.

"W-what?" She said studdering as she stepped back.

I grabbed her hand and she pulled it from me.

"Naeun..."

"Why?" She asked, obviously angry with me.

"I had to tell someone... I don't know what to do..."

"Well... I know what I want..." She said still keeping her distance.

It's over.

"I want to see you, even if it is a secret," she said. The words... hit me quickly and slowly all at once. I didn't know how to feel. 

My thoughts recently have been the same, but is this possible? A secret? Jin and Jimin know but what about Namjoon? What about Yeri and Sooyoung?

There was a silence for a while- I thought of what I'd say next.

"Jungkook?" She said with begging eyes. I know she thinks I'm thinking much differently than her... but I'm not.

"Me too..." she came close again and hugged me on her tiptoes. 

I don't care what happens... as long as I have her. She makes me happy.

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We stayed by the river for a few hours talking about the tour and her week.

She was so great to be around and we barely kept our hands off of each other.

 We ended the night and I walked back to my condo as she went into the car with her driver and went back to her apartment.

While I walked into the lobby of our condo I traced my lips with my finger... remembering what her lips felt like. I smiled as I opened my door.

My smile quickly faded.