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We arrived at his condo and began to walk inside.

"Shhhhh..." He said putting a finger over his lips and leading me into the condo. 

Jin was facing the window using the desk in the living room to play League of Legends. 

We sneaked by Jimin's room where he was still sleeping.

He lead me into his room that was just as interesting and beautiful as he was.

His walls were dark grey, his bed all white, with minimal black and white paintings on the walls. A suitcase sat in the corner of the room filled with gifts and letters from fans from their last trip.

"Would you like some clothes?" He said digging through his drawers.

"Please..." I said smiling as I looked at the photos of his family on his wall.

He handed me a big black hoodie of his and the smallest shorts he had and a towel.

"Thanks," I said smiling. 

"I'll let you change..." He said blushing as he took his clothes and went to the bathroom next door.

I changed quickly and hung up my dress on the door of his closet to dry and I dried my hair with the towel. The hoodie smells just like him...

He knocked and I whispered 'come in' for him to enter his room again.

He came in and quickly wrapped his arms around me again looking in my eyes.

"Yeah! Jungkook! Where have you been what is this water?!" Jin yelled running from the living room.

Jin opened the door quickly.

"Y-yeah its nothing!" Jungkook said running to close the door before he saw me.

"What's wrong with you? Got a girl?" Jin said laughing.

"N-no I'm about to change. Just um go for a second!" Jungkook said laughing acting like nothing was wrong.

Jin let the door close- so close.

"Okay, weirdo- well we are going to eat when Jimin gets out the shower. Wanna come?" Jin asked outside the door.

"No, I don't feel well!" He said locking the door.

"Hmm okay, your loss! Get better!" Jin walked away from the door having Jungkook look back at me with a burnt red face.

'That was close' He mouthed to me.

I smiled at him and nodded my head. 

He came over to me wrapping his arm around me again. 

"You're so cute in my hoodie..." He moved the wet hair from my face and tucked it behind my ear.

"I-" He kissed me again. This time almost making out with me. My hand landed on his jaw as I felt its sharpness move with every movement of our kisses.

He pulled from me as he reached to turn on his radio again. Causing him to lightly dance with me while kissing me from time to time. I'm sure we did this motion and goofed off dancing for almost an hour before we feel on his bed giggling.

We talked for a long while we laid next to each other facing one another as I cuddled a soft blanket that was on his bed. His hand traced up and down my side and onto my hip as we talked.

He laid his hand lightly on my face making me stop talking.

"I haven't been like this with a girl before... I feel like..." He pulled his hand from my face and grabbed my hand.

"Do you feel comfortable with me?... With this?"

"I don't know... I like it. I like seeing you. I just keep thinking to our groups, the company... our careers. Mine just starting out..." I told him honestly. there is no reason to make him feel as though everything was okay. It just isn't...

"Me too... I don't like it... I love it... I love being around you Naeun and I don't know if that's healthy for us right now." 

"I know..." I sat up in his bed and played with my hands, looking at them.

"Hey..." He said sitting up wrapping his arm around my waist again.

"What do you want after today?" He asked.

"I want you... I want to see you," I said still not looking at him.

"Well, we go on our tour again for another week tomorrow. Let's think about it and I will meet you again then" He smiled moving my hair so he could see me.

"You promise?" I said smiling at him. 

He kissed my lips quickly and then my forehead. 

"Promise."

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After some time at Jungkook's my driver came to get me- it was already five in the evening. I arrived at my apartment with my dress in hand and a million thoughts in my head.

I walked into my group already having dinner. All their eyes landed on me as I walked in. 

"Whos clothes are those? Didn't you go to your moms?" Yeri snapped as soon as I walked in.

"She did go to her moms," Mae said in my defense.

"Oh... my dads. I got rained on on the way over there today..." I said looking at my feet.

"So much for group dinners," Sooyoung said rudely as she took her dishes to the kitchen.

"I'm sorry for being late," I said bowing before running to my room.

Mae followed after me and I quickly told her all that had happened today.

I feel so lost.

She hugged me, I'm assuming she could tell I was hurting right now.

"Maybe it isn't the best for you two- its something you have to figure out Naeun... he likes you a lot though and he's trying to be respectful of you. his career would be harder but it'd be okay if this came out... but yours?" She said lifting an eyebrow. 

"I know Mae..." I said on my bed and let out a big sigh. 

I already feel cold without him near me.

Really think about this Naeun... what if we're caught...

 what if we're caught

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