Lost But Not Forgotten (Sequel to "A Strong Love")

ONE

Is it bad that I can hardly remember? Is it odd that I have her name slipping from my mind? Isn't it tragic how I cry almost every night thinking if she's found someone else? I want her back but not sure if she'll come back to me. She left without a number to call, or place she'll be staying. But what really hurts is that I became my place as king to forget about her, to forget about the hurt, the way my non beating heart aches whenever I think of her. The way she felt next to me, her laugh when she did something clumsy or when I tickled her... or even when I blushed. Our last kiss, last hug, last everything. I no longer have anyone to say "I love you" to... But why can't she come back?

I think of him and I feel my lip quiver. He didn't love me like I thought he did. I gave him everything I could and he took it for granted. Our "I love you's" were all bullshit. I am now alone in this world not knowing how to get back, or even get back to my real home. I miss my dad... I miss Cake and her sassy ways... I miss Fi and her energetic spirit... I kinda miss Gumball, only because he reminds me of the Candy Kingdom and I feel my heart break into yet another piece. What if he's looking for me? Yeah right, he told me he didn't love me and treated me like I was nothing. How could I be so stupid?! Why couldn't I have figured it out before? If he had really loved me he mainly wouldn't have let me leave...

"Y/n?" I turn and smile at a person who's taken me in without any trouble and I adore him for that.

"Are you ok? You look upset," he walks to me and sits beside me.
"I'm fine," I hold up my journal I was currently writing in, "just writing."

He smiles to me with sympathy and hugs me and I hug back.

"You know I can always be your journal."

I smile wider and snuggle into the crook of his neck, "I know."

We separate from our hug and he pats my knee and gets up and stretches.

"I'm gonna head off to bed, ok?"

I nod and he kisses the top of my head, he's like a brother I've always wanted.

"G'night y/n," he says as he walks away.

"Good night Flame Prince."

ITS SHORT I KNOW, BUT I JUST WANTED TO GET THIS OUT ALREADY FOR YOU ALL AND ILL UPDATE SOONER OR LATER. HOPE YOU ENJOYED.