Lost But Not Forgotten (Sequel to "A Strong Love")

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Crying.

That's all I do in the backyard of Flames house.

He's lucky to have Fi. She's such a good girl and Flame treats her real well. They have a strong love and it hurts that I can't have my love back.

Flame tells me all about how him and Fi hang out and they just goof around together. Whenever he talks about her he smiles the whole time.

He has this look in his eyes that I crave for. I crave for that kind of attention again. I look up to the clear sky with few trees nearby but some are burnt. All types of questions come to my head.

What did I do wrong?

Why wasn't I good enough?

Where did it all turn bad?

When did he start to feel we couldn't be together?

Did he find someone else ready?

Has he really given up on us?

Will I ever reunite with everyone again?

But having these dreams makes me confused! Why am I having these dreams of my once true love? Why do I feel as if he's actually there? Ugh I hate feeling like this!

I grip my hair in frustration not knowing what's going on. I miss being with everyone! I miss Gumballs sweets. I miss Cakes bacon pancakes and her sassiness. I miss taking rides on Mono. I miss the awesome mathematical adventures Fiona and I used to have all around Aaa....

I miss my Marshall...

I miss our hugs.

I miss our kisses, even the little pecks he leaves me when I sleep.

I miss how he always smelled of fresh strawberries.

I miss when he always joked around and kept that beautiful smirk on his face.

He was my everything. Well at least I thought he was. But what do I know. I'm just a girl at the age of 19 hiding from everything... How can I stop being so afraid and just accept everything ?... When I still act as a child.

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Her hands feel underneath my shirt on my wet torso as we look into each other's eyes and the water soaks us completely.

"You're gonna get sick," I say looking down at her with my arms around her waist.

She simply shrugs and presses her body closer towards mine. Her hair is all soaked by now and I can see through her gray shirt and she wears a white bra underneath it.

Water drips off the tip of her nose and runs along her lips, but my eyes can't help go back to her (color) eyes. They draw me in and how could I ever not love this girl in front of me now. She's everything that I've ever wanted. She brings my mind off from my ex-girlfriend.

My eyes shoot open as I wake up from my current slumber with heavy breathes escaping my mouth. My lungs burn and I feel my whole body soaked in my own sweat. My fingers move through my hair pushing it out my sense of sight. My eyes travel over to the wall scanning the wall clock; 7:25.

Looks like I have time to get ready to hang with Ashley. Getting up I make my way towards the bathroom which happens to be connected to my room. I have already began to strip off my clothing and I'm now left in my boxers as I turn on the shower.

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I slip on a black shirt with red and white paint splatters on it. I get a pair of red skinny jeans and I get my all black converse then I put them on. I style my hair my usual messy way.

A sigh leaves my lips as I look to see the time: 7:50.

I decide to head downstairs now and maybe get a snack. I walk out my room, close the door behind me, and begin to walk downstairs. Ever since I got here I don't float too often, the only time I float is when I'm really bored.

As I walk down my eyes scan all the pictures on the hallway walls. There's some of mom and she has a straight look on her face. There's actually a picture to where she looks happy... and she's with dad. I never seen my dad, or ever heard mom talk about him. I shake it off and continue to head downstairs.

Reaching the kitchen I grab an apple that was placed in a bowl with several other apples and I bite then inhale, causing the red to fill me up. The apple soon loses it's color and I let out a sigh with pleasure.

"You didn't want to wait to eat without me huh?"

I turn to see Ashley and the apple drops from my hands looking at her.

She wears a skin tight red dress with black pumps and her eyes look like to a cat looking at it's prey and her lips painted a blood red.

"Are you ready to head out?" I nod afraid if I were to talk I would say the wrong thing.

She smirks and walks to me, takes my hand and places it on her waist and we walk out the castle. I let out a light yet heavy breath, hoping I won't do the wrong thing tonight.

I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING REGULARLY LIKE I SHOULD BUT I STRUGGLED ON WHAT TO WRITE FOR A WHILE, I HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOYED.

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