Ethereal Shadows (Bts x reader) <On Hiatus>

14

Yoongi's POV
I am currently laying on the couch, just chilling as per normal...
Okay, maybe not. I'm trying to get myself to fall asleep so that I won't see Jungkook and Y/N together.

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I can't fucking do this. Usually, I would be out like a light in a snap, but I can't seem to right now.

Urgh!
My heart hurts, everything hurts. I want to cry, I want to scream but I can't.
I'm sad.
It's the kind of sadness that keeps your face dry, making you bottle everything inside. The kind of sadness that seeps into your bones making you seem emotionless even though you want to scream, wanting to smash your hand against the wall multiple times. The kind that messes with your mind, the kind that cuts within you, the one that hurts so so much, but not at all, both at the same time.
A single tear finally leaked out of my eye as I smiled in pain to myself, my face hidden in the couch.

But my so-called peace was quickly disturbed by my one and only Jin hyung.

"Yoongi! Do me a favour and go to the store to get some things."

"No do it yourself..." I uttered while flipping myself facing away from him.

"I can't. I need to go and collect some money from someone later and the rest besides Jungkook and Y/N are out."

Hearing their names hurt. I just wanted to be away from them, so I agreed.
"Fine."

"Great! I'll ask Jungkook to go with you.", Jin suggested.

"No! I rather Y/N"

"But you know she-"

"Yeah yeah but whatever. I'll protect her okay?"

"But-"

"No way!" A sudden voice was heard.

Turning our heads, we saw Jungkook holding Y/N's hands both of them standing at the top of the staircase.

"No way is my Y/N going out to the store with him!", Jungkook declared.

"She isn't an object you-"

I was cut off by the ringing of Jin hyungs phone. As Jin picked up his phone we were all silent and once he ended the call, we looked at him expectingly.

"Well Jungkook, you are needed. There's a mission for you. Heard of Yang Soba(a random came I thought of, don't take offence or anything like that)? You need to track him down and follow him. He is suspected of selling our goods at a higher price than we ordered to. He is under suspicion of pocketing the "extra" money", Jin hyung declared.

"But-"

"No buts. GO!", Jin shouted. Leaving no room for arguments.

"Bye Y/N", Jungkook said to Y/N giving her a hug before leaving the house.

Jin left promptly after too.

"So- er.", I stared.

Y/N laughed. "You don't have to be so serious Yoongs. You need to go to the store right? Let's head over together now."

I smiled at how she still speaks to me with familiarity, replying "Sure. Then let's head to my car."

As I walked towards my car, I opened the passenger seat door for her ushering her inside. Before closing the car door shut and entering the driver's seat myself. Starting up the engine, the car took off.

"Wow Sugar~ being a gen-", Y/N started.

"Suga", I said simply.

"Whatever, I still don't get it Suga, Sugar same thing."