Ethereal Shadows (Bts x reader) <On Hiatus>

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Note: 용수(YongSu), 빙(Bing), 정열(Jeongyeol), 슈라(Syula), 슈중(Syujung) 

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Third person's POV
Six people were sitting in a circle formation on the ground, almost looking like they were having a ritual. If it weren't for the five of them having their arms crossed, with no signs of amusement in their eyes.
These six people are the members of SSFIRE, 슈중, 슈라, 정열, 빙, 용수, and Y/N.

All was quiet with an air of seriousness hanging around the atmosphere. Even the normally rambunctious 용수 was soundless. Nobody moved. All eyes were kept on SSFIRE's precious leader, L/N Y/N.

Her eyes darted around nervously as she looked at everything and anything but into the eyes of her fellow gang mates, the one she calls family. Y/N knew she couldn't avoid this matter no more. They deserve to know. To know why she had left so suddenly.
She knew it was wrong to leave. That it is cruel to just abandon them, all alone. But she did it anyway. And she'll never forgive herself for that. But before all that, she had to face the music. She had to give them the explanation they needed.

Taking in a deep breath of air Y/N spoke, "I'm sorry."

She let out a breath as she continued, "If you're waiting to hear an honorable reason, my apologies but it isn't."

She paused for a moment. "I was selfish. I couldn't handle the pressure. I know, it's s stupid reason, but I was just tired. Tired of always feeling as if I had to be the best. Tired of everything. I just couldn't take it any more. And instead of confiding in someone my innermost thoughts, I chose to run away, like a coward. I-I was just t-too weak. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry."

Tears were rolling down her cheeks as she stood up from her seat and took a full ninety-degree bow. Keeping her head downcast.

There was a moment of silence in the room as each member took their time to process the new information.
To be honest, they felt more useless than being angry at her. They felt helpless, useless, worthless.
They couldn't even tell that their leader, their friend, their family, was struggling. Having trouble trying to stay afloat. They were oblivious to her internal struggles. They didn't know. They should have known.
How could they have missed all the signs, that Y/N was crumbling under all the stress? Why couldn't they see it? Why?

Tears too started to fall from each member's faces as 빙 spoke up, "It's alright, as long as you're here now. That's all that matters..."

Everyone else nodded at 빙's words as they all leaped themselves onto Y/N, sharing a long overdue group hug.

"Thank you all so much!", Y/N smiled through her tears.

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Jungkook's POV
"Get lost!"

"You killed your parents!

"It was all your fault!"

"You're a murderer too!"

"Your parents were murderers!"

"The filthy spawn of killers!"

"You don't deserve to live!"

"Little devil!"