windows \\ meanie

fifteen.

seungcheol, jeonghan, and joshua's apartment is a place where wonwoo goes when he really needs peace and relaxation.

he lays with joshua in his bed, the lights are turned off, and joshua's star projector projects constellations.

both of their breathing gives the room it's relaxing vibe.

"jisoo, does stars have feelings?" wonwoo asks. joshua turns to face wonwoo. he knows wonwoo is going through some sort of mental crisis; from him using jisoo instead of joshua.

he couldn't have these types of talk with mingyu. mingyu would laugh and pinch his ass, then fuck him for the fun of it.

"i don't know," joshua says, his soft voice calming wonwoo down. wonwoo looks up at the ceiling. joshua continues to look at wonwoo, "do you think they do?"

"no," wonwoo replies softly. joshua turns his head to face the ceiling as well.

it's peaceful.

"i hope they don't." wonwoo whispers.

it's silent that wonwoo thinks joshua had fallen asleep. but he replies.

"i hope they don't," joshua starts, wonwoo turns to look at joshua, but joshua is still looking at stars, "it must be lonely out there. there's millions of miles between them."

poetic. melancholy. or maybe it's simply sad.

wonwoo misses mingyu. he wants to bring the life back into his body, bring a grin to his face.

"sometimes i feel like a star."

wonwoo doesn't know if he said it out loud or in his thoughts. joshua clasps his hand with wonwoo's.

even the stars on the projector seem so far away.