Chapter 7

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I'm a bitch for trying to be his freind.

I'm done trying. I've tried a little too hard.

"Dillon, don't stick up for that little bitch! She's caused too much. She will never be apart of anything! Look at her! She's just another skanky whore who knows absolutely nothing at all. You call that a sister?! Look at her! God this is all your fault.. I hope you get bullied on Monday! Oh no.." Oliver said and Dillon's face got steaming red.

"You... Are going... To dye!!! You don't ever call my little sister a bitch! Only I can do that because I don't mean it when I say it! Oh and also she's apart of my fucking family! You know, when someone actually loves you? Well clearly you don't because you treat people like total shit! And when I look at her I see a beautiful, mature, sweet, and blessed young woman not a 'skanky whore' who knows nothing at all!in fact she has all A's on her report cards! None of this is her fault either! It is your fault for letting woman treat you the way they treat you, so back off of my sister man! She's already bullied enough, yes I know she's bullied now piss off! You probably don't give two shits! Just back the fuck up." Dillon shot back. He knows I'm bullied? Why hasn't he stopped it? I shouldn't worry anymore.. I need to go. I need to go to the light.. But not with a razor... A secret way. I got up from the spot I was sitting at and Oliver's eyes followed my shaking body.

I walked into the bathroom and pulled out my pain killers and my everyday medicine. I dumped both bottles in my hand and drank them away. I waited a little while longer before I heard a loud crash and everything went black.

Oliver's pov

Winter walked next to me shaking. I got a little worried. Why do I have to torture her? What the fuck? It's not her fault. I know it's mine, and Dillon's right. I kept my eyes on Winter the whole time she walked. She slipped into the bathroom and I almost ran for her, almost. Austin blocked me and yelled at me. I didn't here anything but the ringing in my ear. I felt horrible. About an hour passed and then I heard a loud crash. I tackled Austin and raced into the bathroom. There layers a Winter, she was laying there unconscious.

"HELP! CALL 9-1-1! HELP!" I yelled. I sobbed while Matt called the hospital. This is my fault. Austin stared at the open bottles of medicine I sobbed and sobbed. I am the cause of this shit. Why do I screw with woman? I mean, it's like I'm on my period all hours of the day. I held Winter in my hands until the ambulance came.

This is your fault.

This is why your parents threw you out of the house.

This is why everyone hates you.

This is why you where bullied.

This is why you almost committed suicide.

The voice in my head was saying. And it was right. I can't believe I really was the blame. But why did she do it? I said a couple of hurtful words, yes, but not enough to make her want to kill herself. Wait, she might not even be dead. I had a little hope. I can't wait until she awakes, Note the sarcasm.

This is all my fault and I have to live with it.

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I have a feeling I'm moving too fast. I'm not good at insults either if you can't tell.^.^. I hope I come up with better ones because I've been thinking a lot latly. Funny right? Haha

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