Narrator-nim's POV
"Jennie?Are you okay?", Lisa said as she snapped Jennie out of her crazy day dreaming.
"H-huh?", Jennie said still surprised because of the things she accidentally imagined.
"What were you saying?", Jennie asked out of confusion.
"I was asking why you dated Kai if you didn't like him in the first place." , Lisa said.
"Oh. That? Well...I—", she replied as she was cut off by their manager.
"Jennie, Lisa we have to go.", their manager said.
"Yes unnie. We'll be right out.", Lisa said.
"Sorry,what was that again?", she continued to speak to Jennie.
"O-oh nothing. We should go out now.", she replied as she was relieved but unsatisfied at the same time.
"Okay then." , Lisa said as they both headed out
...
Ughhhh such a coward Lisa! Such a coward!
Lisa kept thinking to herself as she got inside her room which she shared with Chaeyoung.
"Lisa...are you okay? What happened?", Chae asked looking worried.
"Nothing unnie. Nothing.", she replied
"You can tell me if you want. I'm always here for you." ,she said.
"I'm serious unnie. Nothing happened. I din't get to tell her about my feelings. I felt so nervous that I felt like I was carrying the universe on my back. I-I was such a coward. I was afraid that I would lose her. I couldn't just risk our friendship because of this.", she said pouring her heart out.
She felt better when she told Chaeyoung about it but many thought kept disturbing her.
What if she actually liked me back?
What if it wasn't an unrequited love after all?
What if I told her a while ago?
What if she loved me?
What if it was the last chance I could tell her how much I loved her?
Everything confused her. Would everything be different right now if I told her earlier? Those thoughts kept repeating in her mind. She couldn't sleep with those thoughts.
...
Meanwhile, Jennie was also confused but not actually stressed about it like Lisa was.
Jennie wasn't frustrated for some reason.
She felt happy. Crazily happy as if she was about to burst.
The day dream she had earlier, it kept on bugging her in a good way somehow. It was like she felt it was real.
If their manager didn't burst in, that could've happened.
She was happy to feel like Lisa liked her back. It made her heart flutter and it was weird, yes.
But what can be more weird than these two very feminine, idolized beauties actually liking each other?
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FanfictionAfter Jennie and Kai's forced breakup, Jennie was broken and had a really hard time to move on. She knew she had to become better as soon as possible because of their upcoming tour, comeback, and America debut. Suddenly, all her feelings came back...
