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Tw: panic attack

Voices. That's what he had. The sweet little angel, socially awkward kid had voices. He only had one voice but it still affected him. Evan told Conner about his voices. He said the voice would try to make him do stuff or fight with him, or send him into a panic attack. They voice was sometimes helpful but, it would usually talk or fight with him.

Conners POV

Today was a surprisingly good day but Evan seemed off. He was murmuring to himself more than usual. It was the last period before the end of the day and Evan didn't show up.

Now this is a little worrisome because Evan is a good kid and would never skip, so I had to find him. "Excuse me." I said raising my hand. " I'm leaving." I said as I got up and walked out. "Evan!" I called out as I walked through the hallways. I ran into the bathrooms, nothing.

Where could he be? I ran all the way to the other side of the school, and looked in those bathrooms.

Evans POV

The voice was bad today. Really bad.

Why are you at school? "Because I need to be." But why it's not like you have any friends anyway. "Yes I do I have Conner and Jared." But Jared is a family friend and Conner probably doesn't care. "N-no t-they c-care." Do they? Do you really think they care why would they. Your just some nobody. " your right." I mumbled " they don't care, I am a nobody." See I told you.

My brain started to work faster what if my mom doesn't care and that's why she works to get away from me. What if everyone is lying and they all just wanna get away from me. My breathing quickened. A million thoughts flooding head, the voice making it worse.

I quickly staggered to the closest bathroom and crumpled to the ground. I felt like I was drowning, my vision way blurry. The voice filling my ears with it's words.

Useless
Burden
Stupid
You can't do anything right

"Stop!" I screamed, crying. My hands covering my ears trying to block it out.
I saw the door open trough the blurriness of tears. All I could make out was a desk blob, it seamed to crouch down. "Make it stop."I pleaded "Evan I need you to breath okay?"  Realization slapped me in the face.

It was Conner.

He came to get me. Or did you come to make fun of you? He's probably here to break up with you. "Eve can I come over there?" He said asking to come sit beside me. I nodded my head slightly. I can't believe you have a silly crush on this emo kid. "Shut up." I mumble in between sobs.

"Evan I need you to breath okay?" He said "Focus on my breathing okay ready?" He said grabbing my hands and interlocking our fingers. " In for 4 hold for 7 and out for 8." He said matching the breathing exercise.

After a bit my breathing evened out. Conner then lifted me onto his lap, softly playing with my hair.

" Do you wanna talk about it?" He asks after a bit. I shake my head no. "Is it still talking?" I shake my head no again. "Y-y-you m-make i-i-it g-go quite." I said. "Then maybe we should hang out more often, a lot more often." He said planting a small kiss to my forehead witch made my face look like tomato. "T-that s-s-sounds n-nice." I said face still burning. "Does that mean you'll be my boyfriend?" He asked. I nodded my head yes smiling. He held me tighter and we just stayed there.

Until some walked in.

Kinda short but they will get better. 
Hopefully.