broken.//Randy

The Journal

Rye's POV

11pm

Andy's sleeping and I thought that this would be the perfect time for me to write in my journal. Yes I keep a journal. My therapist reccomened it; she thought it would help me understand my feelings. It's actually a big help.

Dear Journal,

I recently moved schools and on the first day I saw this boy. His name is Andy Fowler. He is so beautiful. His bright blonde hair and ocean blue eyes. I get lost in his eyes every time we speak. He's smart. He's nice and the most important thing is that he has the an amazing smile but all good things have a bad side. A few days ago Andy was changing in gym and I noticed bruises on him. How could someone hurt this boy. It broke my heart seeing that. I want to ask him what happened but I don't want to ruin our friendship. I can't lose him too.

                     ~Rye x

I close my journal and lay it on the ground next to me as a drift into sleep.

The next morning

Andy's POV

I woke up and Rye was still sleeping. He looked so beautiful when he slept. As I got out of bed I noticed a little book next to him on the ground. Is that the same book he was writing in the day I walked into class? I don't know but I'm curious. I pick up the book and begin to read.

Dear Journal.
    
     There is this really cute guy in my class. He's got blonde hair and ocean blue eyes. He's really nice and smart. I have a few other classes with him too. I'm so excited to talk to him. Maybe he is gay too? Probably not.

Wait was he talking about me? Surely not. I turn to the next page

Dear Journal,

    Andy invited me to his house for the weekend. I'm nervous but excited. He's amazing. There's something different about him. Yeah I've had crushes before but this one is nothing like the rest of them. When I talk to Andy my heart beats so fast and I can't stop blushing. I just hope he doesn't notice. I can't ruin our friendship.

                   ~Rye x

So Rye likes me? I like him too but is this the right thing to do. I turn to the next page

Dear Journal,

I recently moved schools and on the first day I saw this boy. His name is Andy Fowler. He is so beautiful. His bright blonde hair and ocean blue eyes. I get lost in his eyes every time we speak. He's smart. He's nice and the most important thing is that he has the an amazing smile but all good things have a bad side. A few days ago Andy was changing in gym and I noticed bruises on him. How could someone hurt this boy. It broke my heart seeing that. I want to ask him what happened but I don't want to ruin our friendship. I can't lose him too.

      ~Rye x

He saw. I'm so embarrassed. I can't tell him about what my stepdad does. He'll never want to talk to me again. I hear a noise and it's Rye. He's staring at me. He doesn't seem mad at me like a normal person would be. He just sits next to me

"Goodmorning Andy." Rye says rubbing the sleep out of his eye.

"Rye are you not mad that I read this?" I ask looking down at the book in my hands. 

"I am a little upset but you had to find out how I felt eventually. Also about the last thing I wrote, you don't have to tell me anything just know I'm always here for you no matter what. If you ever need anything just ask" says Rye

"Thank you rye. I'm sorry I read your journal but I do have something to say. Rye I feel the same way about you. You're amazing and every little thing you do makes me smile. You're beautiful and you make me really happy." I can't believe I just told Rye how I feel. Now what?

A/N
I'm sorry this took so long but I hoped you liked it

-Ashlyn