The Shy Girl ~ Derek Hale ~ Love Story

Last Chapter 24

It's been exactly six months since Derek and Cora left, there's like this aching pain in my heart. I've been thinking that I actually should've went with him, maybe that pain wouldn't be there. I haven't really talked to anybody since then, not even Isaac who seems to take a liking to Allison. Scott taking it pretty well on the outside, but I could tell it hurts on the inside. It's all been going into this meaningful blur, sometimes I think it was all a dream. The pain is unbearable, I should've took the chance when I had it. Mopping around already surely wont help with the situation, I have nobody to depend on. Maybe I should take a trip myself, get away from all the memories. Good or bad. Taking a glance around I see all the happy couples making their way into their nice cars, but me I'm just standing there. Thinking about the horrible choice I made, I have nobody to cuddle on when I'm sad. Tears flowing out of my eyes everyday, not being able to see his beautiful green eyes. Maybe I should go away, depending on where I would go to get a new start. I've always wanted to go to Mexico or Kentucky, choices sometimes there easy sometimes they're hard.

"Sam?" I jump not knowing Stiles was standing in front of me. I shake the thought out of my head putting on a small smile for him.
"Hey Stiles." I muttered not meeting his brown eyes, which held sorrow. I didn't like pity from people, I need to make up the consequences that was made from my mistake.

"Isaac, Scott, and I were wondering if wanted to see a movie with us today?" He asked and I shook my head, not really wanting to leave my house that was waiting for me.

"No thanks, I'm just gonna go home. Sorry, it was nice talking to you Stiles." I give him a little hug before brushing past him and getting into my car, I rest my head onto the steering wheel tears leaking out of my eyes. I sniffled wiping them, I basically zoom out of the parking lot feeling Isaacs, Scotts, and Stiles eyes on me. I knew what they were thinking, they felt sorry for me. But I didn't want them to feel that, sometimes you have to go your own way. And that's exactly what I'm doing, going my own way.
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I held the flowers close to my chest, sitting down by my moms grave. I didn't really know here, but we have a connection. She makes me feel a little happy, she tells me everything going to be okay. I believe her, because one day everything would be okay. I didn't even think about what it was going to be if I did go with them, it surely would've been better then this.

"I didn't think about it at all, it felt like a rush. I should've taken thing slow, worked it out. But no, I didn't. So now I'm here... Lonely, isolated, and depressed." The salty tears land on my lips and I lay the flowers down walking away, not daring to look back. I walk down the street listening to the small rain drops that began to fall down. I stop looking at my house, the one that my adoptive parents died in. The same day I met Derek, I sighed the rain beginig to soak me. It was missing up with tears, more seemed to fall as I just stood on the sidewalk not wanting to move. I see a flash from my window, and I rise my hand wiping away my glasses.

"You're just imagining things." I mutter beginning to walking into my house. I pull off my clothes so I was just in my undergarments, they were starting to annoy me as they clung tightly. I walk up the stairs, the creaking ringing through my ears each step I take. I open my door, a new smell hitting my nose. I look up seeing a leather jacket so I grew to love.
"D-Derek." I stutter not believing what I was seeing, in a flash he was hovering over me looking at me with a look of lust in his eyes.

"The one and only." He muttered before I wrapped my arms around him, sniffling at tears brimmed onto his jacket. He held onto me kissing my lips repeatably.
"Is this a dream?" I ask not believing that he was actually here, he smiled picking me up.
" I don't think dreams feeling this real." He groan and I smile, an actually smile that I haven't did in months.

I smile jumping onto him, his hand reaching under my butt to help support me. I kiss his lips feeling the desire that I needed.
"I missed you so much." I muttered, and he smiled wiping the tears from under my eyes.
"I missed you too." He rubbed circles under my thighs making me go crazy.
"I want you. I need you." I moan making him smirk.
"Then lets get to it then."