Jensen's Sister, Jared's Love

Chapter 6 - I Love You.

*Dream*

I was sitting on a swing in a very familiar park, I was looking around, not sure where I was but why it was so familiar, but then I realized, it was the park where Jace and I met, I had been on a swing when he walked over and asked if he could swing next to me, we became best friends after that. I looked around curious, that's when I see Jace sitting on the swing next to me, he looks over at me and smiles. 

"I love you, you're free to love who you want, just know, my last thoughts were of you and how happy you were." He says to me. Is this a dream to let myself go and love Jared? Is dream Jace giving me permission to be happy? I smile at him. 

"I love you too Jace." 

"Be happy in the world, we had our time, and now let yourself be happy." The dream fades.

I wake up on my couch, my chest resting against someone, an arm around my waist, I look around slightly to see Jared and I were laying on my couch, his eyes shut, his breathing slow, a blanket over us, I looked over at the TV to see that the movie was on the title screen. I looked at the time on the digital clock near the TV it was 3am. I laid my head back against Jared's chest, he stirred a bit. 

"Is everything okay?" He asks a bit groggily, half asleep. 

"Yeah sorry, we must've fallen asleep watching the movie. Go back to sleep." I say softly. He nods his head, and his hand goes to my hair to play with it softly to lull me back to sleep. I fall asleep to his hand in my hair, and to the sound of his heart beating. I dream of what would happen if me and Jared did get together, how we would spend our lives together, have kids, on top of the ones he already has. 

-Time Jump-

I wake up to one of the phones ringing. I groan and Jared does also, I sit up slightly and look to the coffee table were the phones were resting, it was Jared's phone that was ringing. I handed it to him as he answered it. 

"Hello?" He asks half asleep. I don't hear who is on the other end, but I move of him and stand up so he can sit up. "No, I'm sorry, I haven't heard from him since he went down to Texas, hold on let me ask his sister." Jared pulls the phone away. "Have you heard from Jensen?" He asks me and I shake my head, a slight confused look on my face, I pick up my phone to see a text from Jensen. 

"Hold on, it's a text from Jensen. About an hour ago. He said JJ is doing better and that she's home and that he will be back as soon as he can." Jared relays the message to whoever is on the phone, must be one of the producers. I sat down in a chair and rubbed my eyes, and stretch. 

"I'll be there in an hour or so, I'll see ya then." Jared hangs up. He looks at me. I looked at him then looked at the time, it was only 8am, I groaned again. We had been up till after midnight watching a movie, we had started another one but fell asleep. I stood up and walked upstairs. 

"I'm gonna go lay back down for an hour or so, there is coffee you can make, if you leave before I'm up can you lock the door?" I ask. He stands up. 

"Well, I don't have to be at that place for an hour or so, they said show up when I can. Lets go back to sleep." I laugh a bit and he follows me upstairs to my room. I walk over to the bed and fall face forward onto the bed. Jared climbs into the bed next to me, and I scoot over to give him some room. He pulls a blanket over us both as he holds me to his side, my head resting on his chest like downstairs on the couch, but now we aren't right on top of each other. I fall asleep once again listening to his breathing, and heart beating.  

-Time Skip-

I woke up to Jared groaning and moving around, I grumble and roll to my side to try and get back to sleep, I felt the bed dip closer to my body and soft lips touching my forehead before his weight was off the bed and I heard his footsteps leaving the room. I felt a small smile come to my face, then a small frown appear remembering how Jace would do the same thing before he left for work. I got out of bed and wrapped a blanket around me and walked downstairs. I saw Jared slipping on his sneakers, a note on the table.