Werewolves? Book 1 (Completed)

chapter 12

Once they got back Sam kissed my head and took all three kids to the playroom to wait for lunch. Andy wrapped his arms around me making me feel safe, but i know it is a trap. A trap to make me allow ky to stay here and to make me feel important and loved. I know he loves me and is sorry for the past, but i can see how he acts with ky and our kids. I know ky did nothing wrong or asked for all of this, but my gut is saying things with change and that has to do with Ky. When i do not respond back Andy lets go with a sigh and just helps prepare lunch. All i can think of is the pregancy test. Sam brings them in and helps Andy feed them. Since Ky is here our babies will have to drink out of a bottle. Why i do not feed our kids, well i will tell you, since she has arrived and i have gave them breakfast they have tried getting feed by my breasts. They would pull, bite, squeeze, cry, etc. just cause they are used to me breast feeding them now. I hurts me, but Andy has made it clear that its now bottles only since Ky's mom is in the hospital. Why you may ask i do not at least try to breast feed ky, well i will tell you, i do not feel comfortable even with that idea. She is not my kid, but at the same time she has been only on bottles. I do give her my breast milk mixed with formula so she can eat. When the kids are done we put the down for a nap. Ky is sleeping in our room until she gets used to here meaning i am sleeping in our kids room or in a gust room near my kids room. Once they are tucked in we eat our lunch. Should i tell them or should i just act like nothing has changed completely? All through our lunch it seemed like we are strangers.

Bedtime

I sit in the rocking chair trying to calm down. I know i have to see the doctor as soon as possible, but how without my mates finding out? I will go tomorrow before they wake up. Yeah that sound good and if the tests come out that i am then i will tell them. How will this work with Ky living here too? Once i fall asleep it seems i only got five minutes until my alarm goes off in my earbud. I get ready and kiss my kids then head out.

At the doctors

I am waiting for the results and she agreed to keep it hush hush until i tell them if they comes back how we think they will. Once the doctor walks in my heart starts racing.

"Congrats Luna!" Dr. Sharma says.

We talk for a while and now every day i have to take my pills at her office since i told her i wanted to wait until everything calms down a bit. Our cover is that i am volunteering to learn to handle stress and how to take care of ky. I do want to help take care of ky, but at the same time i do not know how. I know i am a mom, but i am not her mom and i am not going to take her mom's place, i am just her Luna. When i get back home i see Sam and Andy in the living room. Andy is pacing while Sam is sitting trying to comfort three babies.

"Where have you been?" Andy growls.

"With Dr Sharma to learn how to take care of Ky."

"Bullshit i can smell a guy on you!" Andy growls again.

"Its the truth, the only reason you smell a guy on me is that he was helping me."

It is the truth since i needed help getting off the bed to the bathroom. Plus he is not my type and he is rooting fo the same team. (I mean no offense. I love hanging out with gay guys. Its like they are frieamlies, friends+family.)

Andy growls stomping into his office never stoping his growling once. Sam on the other hand just looks at me and pats the seat next to him. Since Ky came here yesterday our pet wolf can not be here so he is at the pack house enjoying being with the kids. Anyways i sit next to Sam.

"I know you are not telling us everything, but i trust you and know when you feel comfortable to tell us then we will know." Sam says.

I grab my baby girl kissing her head and Sam puts our baby boy in my arms. I rock them to calm them down and in that moment they stop crying i heard crashing. Sam leaves me with our babies and ky crying and runs into their office. I put them in their play room with a guard then walk into their office to see their office torn up, Sam under Andy, and Andy about to punch Sam.

"STOP!"

Both look at me and i can tell Andy's wolf is in control showing complete black eyes.

Sam tackles him and chains him up. Then Andy is brought upstairs to a separate room.

"He will be okay. His wolf is on edge with everything and wants his mate."

I forgot it is getting close to a full moon meaning his wolf will be more needy than now. I shouls of told them everything, but i am not ready knowing things will differently change fast.

A month later

Andy is still chained up and tonight is the full moon. I still have not told them about being pregnant. Andy is getting worse, Ky is getting a bit better with the mixture of formula and my breast milk, Sam is getting worried, our kids are more fussy, and for myself i am worrying more each day. I walk into the room Andy is chained in and my heart breaks. I know he is sleeping since he just had tranquilizers shots, but i caused this.

"Andy i am so sorry! This is cause of my stupid feelings. I should of told you guys that day i am pregnant, but i was scared and worried and selfish. I do want to help take care of Ky, but that was not the reason i went to see Dr Sharma. When you and Sam took the kids to the park i took a home pregnancy test. It was positive so i went to see Dr Sharma. She promised to keep it a secret until i told you guys since i told her how i felt. I never ment for things to get bad. And i never ment to break your and Sam's heart. Sam trusts me, but i know keeping this secret is breaking his heart. I love you guys so much. I bet you hate me now more than ever."

I kiss his lips then walk out hearing our babies crying.