wasted chaos

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since the night you told me
the saddest three words
as a sign of farewell

i don't know
what type of pain for tomorrow

all i know
i must wake up

you run away rapidly
and nervousness is what i felt
instead of grief

worrying how my laters would be
than what i supposedly sensed currently

figure how could it be so much better
if you did it little by little

atleast i am at the midst of
slowly letting go
and the fear of totally losing you

even you affirmed to yourself, never again
never in my arms again

and anxiety attacked me
when i started to prefer the idea

you are once mine
than
you are mine, you are still(?)

moving forward is just so much better with you

atleast i have the chance to slightly hurt you
so you can surpass this agony of mine

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