10/3/14
Dear Diary,
For now I’m only going to skip lunch. I’ll eat breakfast and dinner. Maybe I can get my hands on some diet pills to help speed up the weight lose. At least until I can stop eating all together. I saw Him again today. I saw him last night on the field too. I even told him good job last night. He is perfect. Now only if I was too. I’m getting there though. I have decided that “Only Exception” will be our song, however, “Sally’s Song” describes my current feelings now perfectly. Maybe I’ll write down the lyrics later, but not right now. Yes, it’s only day three but it’s a small victory. By the end of this week I should have lost four pounds. I’m not one for exercise but I play volleyball and softball, so that should also speed it up. I’ve dealt with depression before and it seems to be creeping back into my head. Maybe it never left. I wrote a poem for you. Maybe it’ll help you understand better how I feel.
High in the sky,
Free as birds,
They shine so bright,
They are the diamonds in the sky,
So pretty yet dangerous,
So hot they burn,
It is their beauty for which I yearn
Rule 2: Ana must be the center of your life.
