10/7/14
Dear Diary,
He was looking at me today. I was so embarrassed. I'm still a fat pig. And now he knows it. I needed that extra strength boost. I also need a blade. I didn't eat supper last night! And I've lost four pounds! I need four more by the end of this week though. Water isn't really helping the cramps, but I'm sure sooner or later they will. I've always thought of myself as a strong girl. But I'm only going to get stronger with Ana's help! I wrote Ana a poem! I hope she loves it!
"Ana"
One, Two, I tie my shoe,
Three,Four, Ana came knocking on my door,
Five, Six, Why can't I be the skinny chick?
Seven, Eight, Death's running late,
Nine, Ten, The coffin is my bed,
Rule 6: Think before you eat. Don't eat while distracted!