I sliced my arm. Well I attempted to. I can't even do that properly because I'm such a fucking idiot. My mum's threatening to put me into hospital. The weird thing is, I sort of want to. Nothing to worry about, people to talk to, no worry that I might hurt myself. I just wanna sleep. The doctors are seeing me Monday and I'm scared what they're going to say, they've already given me extra tablets to calm me down. I just can't do it anymore, it's so tiring.
