SUICIDAL ( taekook )

02- New roommate pt.2

(sorry for any grammar mistakes, pls ignore them )

(Taehyung P.O.V)

I was currently on my way to the new room I had been assigned. I had also been told I was getting a roommate, I've never had that before. I was kinda afraid that he wouldn't like me, I'm just going to be myself and be nice, I thought as I had finally reached my new room.

I took a deep breath and opened the door. As I walked in I saw two beds, one was empty, and in the other was a sleeping boy. I placed my things by the empty bed, wondering if I should wake up the sleeping boy, that was probably my roommate.

Coming to the conclusion that I shouldn't wake him up, I placed myself on my new bed, starring at the boy sleeping peacefully in his bed across me. He looked like he was at my age, and he was actually really pretty.

He had black soft-looking hair, some of it covering some of his tired, purple-surrounded eyes. His lips were pink and slightly parted, revealing his cute bunny teeth. His skin was smooth but with a little scar on the left cheek. Then I noticed something.. he had dried tear stains down his cheeks. My smile dropped, he had been crying. He looked so cute curled up in his blankets, he didn't deserve to cry.. it gave me an incredible urge to protect him.

I hoped we were gonna be friends, maybe even best friends... maybe even more. It was no secret that I was gay, I had known for a very long time. I had never been into girls, and to be honest he was exactly my type physically. But I didn't want to get my hopes up. For now I just want to get to know him and maybe evolve a friendship.

Suddenly the boy began to slowly open his eyes, rubbing them as he sat up.

(Jungkook P.O.V)

I sat up rubbing my eyes, when I heard a deep voice coming from beside me.

"Your awake" The voice said. I looked at the direction the voice was coming from, and saw a boy with brown hair, sitting on the other bed, just a few meters away. I widened my eyes, slightly panicking.. what is that boy doing here?

He was smiling softly at me. Looking into my probably red and puffy eyes, with his big hazel brown ones. He looked beautiful, I thought, looking at his flawless face. Something I would never be.

"Who are you?" I asked, not knowing what else to say to this mysterious, gorgeous boy. I weren't good at socializing, or talking with people. The few people that have tried to talk with me, or befriend me, have been pushed away and closed out by me. Maybe it's because of the fact that I never got any friends in school, so I don't know how it is.

"I'm Kim Taehyung, your new roommate" He answered, his lips forming a big boxy smile, and honestly that was the cutest thing I had ever seen.

I had totally forgotten it. But he's the roommate I was informed of, the person that had ruined my life without knowing it, great. I knew it wasn't his fault, but i was still angry.

"O- okay.. so, Kim Taehyung, I'm Jeon Jungkook, please try not to talk to me, and leave me alone" I said, but not in a harsh way. I don't know where the little 'confidence' was coming from, usually when I spoke to someone I would stutter and fumble with the words a lot. As I already said, I'm bad at socializing.

He tilted his head down, looking kind of sad
"I-if that's what you w-want okay, I'm sorry I disturbed you". At that point I felt kind of guilty, but I knew that was the only way he wouldn't get to know me, and get to know my past. He probably hates me now. But I guess it's best that way, I don't deserve friends anyway.

"I-it's okay... just... try to leave me alone"

( time skip )
( Taehyung P.O.V )

I woke up in the middle of the night, hearing sobs coming from Jungkooks bed. Earlier when I arrived he had told me to leave him alone, and honestly I was a little confused. Why didn't he wanna talk with me, doesn't he like me? Maybe he just needs some time to adjust the fact that he's gotten a roommate and then we can talk.

I tried to ignore the sobs and fall asleep, but I couldn't. I looked to the right where Jungkooks bed were. His back was facing me, and it was obviously him the sobs were coming from, is he crying?

"Jungkook" I whispered. I knew I were supposed to leave him alone but he doesn't control me so I did it anyways. I couldn't bare listening to this cute boy crying.

He didn't react to my whisper so I spoke up again, this time a little louder "Jeon Jungkook".

"No"

"Are you-"

"No"

I could hear the sadness in his voice, but didn't take it further. He obviously didn't wanna talk with me.

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OKAY SO I FINALLY UPDATED ( no one cares ) AND IM TRYING TO MAKE THE CHAPTERS LONGER BUT ITS RLLY DIFFICULT ://

just so u guys know I have absolutely NO clue where this story is going and I don't have a plot planned. But I guess we'll just have to see where it goes. but if u have any ideas to a plot PLEASE TELL ME.

okay that's all I purple everyone reading this and I hope u stay healthy and happy💜💜