letter four.

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The boys set me up with a guy Louis. How the fuck could they? I swear I've never been so mad in my entire life. They told me I should move on like the rest of them. I don't understand Louis. Why don't they understand that I'm missing you terribly. I know why, because they've never had to go through this. Through a painful time such as this. They've never lost the love of their life. Well maybe they have, but not to death like I have. I know I shouldn't be pitying myself because there's people out there who have worse problems then me right now. But I can't help it, there's like a dark cloud over my heart blocking me to trust or love anything again. But I do love you my angel. And don't think it's your fault that I can't love anyone but you, this is just going to take time. Lots of time. You were my first love. I love you angel. I love you so very much. 

Love, 

Harry. 

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