THE LAST DISSENTION

Into The Dark

Why must I think of you? That which is lost to the depths of darkness.

Why did you leave me here? I was convinced that we would always be.

Alone in the madness of it all. Pretending to be strong, I must confess.

That familiar feeling in the hole that is my heart. Is that you inside me?

Abandoned by love and consumed by fear. I lie naked, wanting only you.

Left bare and vulnerable, my soul cries out. The internal pain is the only real.

Given such beauty to behold. Intense yearning of its depletion to be renewed.

To deserve such rejection. Reluctantly holding on to the ability to feel.

With the inspiration of a heavenly thought, you created a perfect soul of love's intensity.

Always together, forever within one. I am you, you are me...we are each other.

Made from the same fabric of the universe. Shining lights of harmonic frequency.

It is not only me you have forsaken. Leaving a piece of yourself for the storm to weather.

GOD!...Don't hurt me! Please forgive me for my trespasses against thee.

I belong with you and no other. Please don't leave me in this unholy state.

My wings belong to your fleet. My beauty to your desire. My soul, the other half of unity.

Passionately loving only you was my intention, never assuming this as my fate.

Demoted to the level of humanity, like an innocent child learning how to be.

Never needing such things as humility. Consumed by the arrogance of looking down.

Now I find myself without reverence. The stench of mortality runs through me.

To think, I would not be in this frailty if I were created to thoughtlessly bow.

My ability to soar is more than fleeting. I'm stuck to the confines of this terrestrial plain.

The idea of time and space become ingrained. Who I once was, nothing but mythology.

Light entwined within the darkness. Neither would exist, to be ripped apart in such pain.

Disobedience to you Lord, though confused with free will. Pivotal in the creation of reality.

Continue to part 2

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