When I can't sleep, I'd always close my eyes and can't help but feel like I'm sinking.. Sinking beneath the ocean.. and I'd picture it in my head looking at the lluminated part of the water and hoping for a boat to notice that im sinking, i wasn't drowning anymore.. just.. letting myself sink and let the dark blue parts of the ocean engulf my body..i was just to tired to fight and so I let myself sink I with a disguise.. A disguise I remove when I'm alone.
I tried so much to imagine that boat, but atlast it hasn't come.. But..
'Sometimes you have to appreciate the darkness to know that there is light'
I Hope I can swim through the depths of the ocean and be somebody's boat when their sinking. I hope someday I could stop them from using corals and rocks to stop the pressure from the water and make them realize
'theres always a light even if youve reached rock bottom..'
And even if I do not know you.. I would swim rock bottom for you just to be your boat that would save you from sinking deeper into the ocean..
And i would hand you the sharpest coral to hurt me when you feel like you need to and I would be fine..but I would be slowly sinking more deeply.
Even if you hit rock bottom there would always be a light at the top of every ocean but for me?.. I would just be watching the light.. and I'll continue to swim, save and give my light even if it would have its own consequences.. Even if my own light would dissappear..
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Some may not understand but for the people who do I'm always here ready to give my light even if it's all of it.
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RandomThis is my thoughts and some inspiration I got You can use this for yourself I'm just here to tell you about my dark moments but there's also some of my own quotes Some are not mine _________ The book cover is my drawing The tree means growth The sc...
