Ocean

There's Always Light

Sometimes I forget that there is light on top of the ocean..

Sometimes my logic is over crowded by my dark blue thoughts..

Sometimes instead of believing that there's always light, I believe I deserve to stay underneath the dark blue depth

Sometimes I feel like nobody and I hate that feeling

I try to make my light brighter but the dark blue thoughts seems to get stronger and it's hard to ask for help when the ocean can't make you hear my Silent pleas of help..

underneath every light.. is darkness, and sometimes the light isn't so bright anymore for me.

Temptations of braking the numbness..
Temptations of going back underneath and staying there believing that's where I belong..

But..

Just because your underneath dosent mean you have to be alone..
It dosent mean you have to fight alone.. It dosent mean you deserve it..

'Don't give in cuz i believe you can stay strong no matter what..'

You just need someone to be your alarm clock reminding you that there's light on top of the ocean, you need them to remind you that there is a next day to look back at the future.

Memories are always going to be with you whether it's pain or fun memories , but memories are the past.. Make your pain a moment of the past where you can be proud of that you got through it..

'Pain is a moment of the past'

FIND your mentor, your teacher, your friend and yourself.

'There's Always light on top of every dark ocean'