Sometime I don't know why I'm sad or whether I'm just lying to myself pretending that my bestfriend is a friend.. I hate hurting people, I hate bothering them, I hate annoying them..it hurts to feel like I'm not even their friend.. Sometimes I distance myself and just think.. they would ask, I'd say I'm fine, they believe me, they leave me..
It's kinda like a routine.. It hurts to know that my own bestfriend dosent come to ask if I'm OK.. Sometimes I ask myself if I'm a good friend.. It hurts to know that I'm just not enough, that I'm stupid, that I'm to dumb to join their conversations..
It hurts not knowing the reason why its hurting me.. I always wonder am I never enough.. It hurts feeling as if no one cares even tho maybe.. Just maybe someone cares..
Sometimes I feel like the person who I consider as a Bestfriend had distanced herself from me.. It hurts.. I don't know whether to confront her about this.. I don't want to assume things.. But it hurts badly.. My thoughts gets worse when I'm alone..
It's hurts to feel left out among your friends.. It hurts knowing I'm all alone in my thoughts.. I don't want to be selfish..but I also I don't belong to the people who makes me feel alone..
I'd rather be alone than be with a dozen of friends that makes me feel alone..
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RandomThis is my thoughts and some inspiration I got You can use this for yourself I'm just here to tell you about my dark moments but there's also some of my own quotes Some are not mine _________ The book cover is my drawing The tree means growth The sc...
