Loving Khair

23: Nightmares

Hehe for the first time I'm giving you *drumrooooool* Nooriyahs POV, spice mama spicy⭐️😁 *grins evilly and rubs hands together* Ayya I ditched you guys😩😂 don't worry I have a hot hot chappy for you

N o o r i y a h

I stepped out of the car and spotted the only person I've ever loved, the only person I could care about and never get tired of

It all started when we visited their family on Eid and I met him, it just clicked, love at first sight, we always played together and became close friends mainly cause our parents were, I used to be friends with Hamrah to get to Aadil but when we got close I just left her

He was handsome, rich, and a gentle man, despite me being everything a guy needs, the money the looks heck the everything but he still saw her, what does he see in that poor girl that he doesn't see in me or more

He looks at her with so much adoration it burns something in me and the way he was beating up Sadiq and I kept telling him to stop shouting his name and I even tried to hold his hand but he shrugged me off but when she came just her voice calmed him

I tried so much to kill and get rid of her but they just got closer, it just hurts me so bad cause the person is tried all my life to get to love me just suddenly fell for a low class girl who he met in less than months

You may think this 18 year old child what does she know about love, but I can tell you everything cause I've been in love for years and it was one sided all those years

I smiled at him and he smiled back, his heart was bigger than Kilimanjaro despite all I did to khairiyah he still forgave me when I begged him so now we're back on good terms even though we don't really talk a lot

But when I found out khairiyah is my sister everything changed, Ammah and Baba accepting her despite babas mini tantrum that he kept saying she wasn't his daughter till Ammah calmed him down and now the DNA test results are to be out in a weeks time

K h a i r i y a h

"Khairi?" He called and I hummed in response as he gripped my hands slightly the small gesture causing a flutter in my chest

"Why did you call my name?" I giggled as he made funny patterns on my wrist where the bracelet he gave me on my birthday sat perfectly

"Aadil! I have to go" I stood up and he shook his head and dragged me back to sit beside him and I smiled "we'll talk another time, I have to go"

"That's the problem khairiyah!" He yelled and stood up gripping my arms as his nails digged into the flesh there the blood trickling down to my wrist to the slits of my fingers and onto the green grass below us

"I've loved you, and I told you, I showed you and heck what have i not done for you khairi but what do you do at the end? You fucking spit at my face cause that's what you always do, just make me look like some lost puppy following you around like I don't have a fucking owner" he growled and pushed me down as the tears soaked my shirt

"What are you saying Aadil?" I shook my head and clear all this "yes khairi! I'm starting to believe Nooriyah when she said you're just a fucking gold-digging bitch and you're just trying to get in my head then leave yeah? Well I'm not gonna let you"

I quietly watched as he walked away his shoulders rigid from anger and I stood the world spun and spun till I was in a room, my room with a floor-length mirror straight ahead of me as a different person stood three staring a me, she had sullen cheeks with cheekbones as high and sharp as a knife, my neck has dips from almost all angles and my collarbones were popping up

My skin was pale so as my plush lips now a grayish white color as my eyes has lost the color in them just dull balls staring right at you, I felt the hot tears burn down my cheeks leaving a sting on the pathway it drew

I clutched my chest sitting on the ground my back to the mirror and I screamed and screamed but no one came to me, no one came to save me, to help me....

I gasped getting up, it was like my life was being dragged out as I quickly said my Duas the Nightmare shaking me as I got up and went to the toilet performing Wudhu and read my favorite surah, 'Suratul Najm' and some Nawafils pouring my heart out to my rabb for all the difficulties and discoveries are his mercy and his doing and so will it go by his doing

I prayed for all the new things im discovering to be true, I khairiyah Hameed Maikasuwa will just laugh so hard you'll get annoyed if you were to give me a summary of my life Turing out like this in these few months and worse my 'real' family be so wealthy

But Allah azza Wajjal has his ways which are the best and unquestionable for

لِيُنفِقْ ذُو سَعَةٍ مِّن سَعَتِهِۦ ۖ وَمَن قُدِرَ عَلَيْهِ رِزْقُهُۥ فَلْيُنفِقْ مِمَّآ ءَاتَىٰهُ ٱللَّهُ ۚ لَا يُكَلِّفُ ٱللَّهُ نَفْسًا إِلَّا مَآ ءَاتَىٰهَا ۚ سَيَجْعَلُ ٱللَّهُ بَعْدَ عُسْرٍ يُسْرًا
"Let him who has abundance spend of his abundance, and he whose provision is measured, let him spend of that which Allah has given him. Allah asketh naught of any soul save that which He has given it. Allah will vouchsafe, after hardship, ease."

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Hey ! Hey ! Hey ! Everyone howdy, I got that from my name is khan, remember when that Airport officer was like tell the president howdy 🤠😉 if you haven't watched then do watch it it's really nice

So how is the chapter so far or lemme Book, thank you for all the support out there people you guys mean a lot to me and I can't start explaining it cause it'll just leave me in a teary mess *dramatically wails and places wrist on forehead* 😩

Abeg make I leave you with my drama make I waka go somewhere we I go de sleep sleep sleep no person wei go tell me waka come do something for una😉

Byeeeeeeee👅❤️