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Am I supposed to apologize

I heard this song not to long ago I was just on my soundcloud listening to king of the clouds nightcore so I forgot to put it at repeat. So that I won't take my phone out in class so I let it slide and start listening to this fell in love with it.
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I loved her more than myself but she made me choose
Between her and my father and so I refused
I fled her house and wrath eleven years of age
Followed the crooked path that led me to a stage
The curtains opened up my heart followed the lead
The music wouldn't stop and I could finally breathe
But I will spend a lifetime
Trying to understand
Why someone sharing my bloodline
Would not lend me their hand