weird vent spam thing

oof

im sad
my mother is stressed and yells at me
my male "gaurdian" who isnt even biological or legally related to me and i wont even be seeing ever again in a few months thinks its ok to hit me?????
i hate this process.
i wanna hug my boyfriend
i want him to tell me its ok and it will be over soon.
i miss him.
i cant do this for much longer im so stressed and much more suicidal than i have been in a while.
i havent self harmed
i might
if i do
im sorry