weird vent spam thing

oh?

why is every girl hotter than me?
like everyone else has such nice bodies
and they're hot.
i would get it if i got dumped for not being what he wants. i understand.
im kinda not anyones type.
i dont have nice...
anything.
wow
im so disgusting
he deserves better than me.
im nothing compared to the girls he looks at.
"we're gonna grow old together"
i hope so
but he
will leave.
i know it..
i need to stop relying on other people.
im such a waste of space.
i dont deserve to live tbh wow.
why am i so insecure????
and so needy????
and clingy???
and stubborn???
and annoying????
he hates me
he doesn't love me
nobody could and will ever love a disgusting waste of space such as i.
im suprised im not dead yet.
i dont have much to live for
but him
and
her.
jfc