weird vent spam thing

uh

hi
lowkey sad as FUCK
i feel like everyone i care about keeps fucking lying to me????
am i not worth knowing the truth???
how can i trust you???
do you even care about me??
did you ever?
highkey feeling worthless as fuck :)
losing hope tbh
i made a promise to my therapist i would try not to do a certain thing
idk if i can keep that promise
i feel so numb
i cant feel anything other than sad
am i dramatic ?
no
definetly not
im fucking numb
i want to feel something again
im tired of being sad
im done faking happiness to reassure others.
im so done with everything
am i even worth anything?
to anybody?
do i matter?
probably not.
thats ok.
it gives me a reason.
you wouldn't get it