Regrets // JenLisa // ChaeLisa// FanFic

Chapter 9

Lisa Pov

Then i rushed down and i buy a sandwich and a box of milk and go to the classroom and i still saw Jennie sleeping

I sat down besides her and i put it on her desk

And i take this momment since she is sleeping she wont noticed that i came here

I told you to dont skip meals because if you do you will skip that meal forever..... I I miss you..... I wish we can just go back when we are still friends..... I want to go back to the time when you and me are still close, clingy, and sweet to each other...... But i cant just because of my stupid feelings..... Jennie i want the old us to be back

I said to her while tears are falling
I wiped my tears when i saw her opening her eyes

Lisa?

She said softly

I-I j-just g-give you food i-i know your hungry.... Sorry im going now

I said and was about to leave

Why are you doing this? Why you still care for me? aren't you even tired?

She ask irritately

Can't i care for you anymore? Do you really want me out of your life completely?? I hope that your wishing is easy for me to do cause even me! I'm so tired of my feelings for you im so freaking tired of caring for you and all you see is Hanbin! Ijust want this feelings to go away but i can't! Im so tired of crying over you and praying that you will be mine..... But dont worry....

I said crying my heart out i aggresively wiped my tears

Im done. I'm not gonna be sweet with you anymore, im not gonna be caring for you anymore, and most importantly we are not gonna be the same again.

I said and i leave

Jennie's Pov

I slowly opened my eyes and i saw Lisa looking at me with tears but she stood up

I-I j-just g-give you food i-i know your hungry.... Sorry im going now

She said before she left i ask her

Why are you doing this? Why you still care for me? aren't you even tired?

I aks her

Can't i care for you anymore? Do you really want me out of your life completely?? I hope that your wishing is easy for me to do cause even me! I'm so tired of my feelings for you im so freaking tired of caring for you and all you see is Hanbin! Ijust want this feelings to go away but i can't! Im so tired of crying over you and praying that you will be mine..... But dont worry....

I didnt realized that i was crying

Im done. I'm not gonna be sweet with you anymore, im not gonna be caring for you anymore, and most importantly we are not gonna be the same again.

Then she left i sat at my chair and covered my face crying and sobbing 

I look at the food that Lisa gave to me

My favorite.....

Great Jennie now Lisa is completely gone

I said to myself