I loved her so much you couldn't gauge it. She said she loved me back and I believed her. We were the cutest couple in school. She was the goofy, cute, funny, crazy, beautiful girl and I was the shy, serious faced, awkward, half handsome, emo. She brought out my good half, and I loved every minute I was with her. She said she'd always love me no matter what, that no matter what happened she'd always love me, then she kissed me. Now if all of that's true how come I'm now cutting myself over you? How come I cry myself to sleep at night thinking about you? How do I still love you like crazy and can't get over you when you got over me in less than a day? Why can't you just give us one more chance...was an 8 month long relationship of pure love not enough for you to consider giving this kid one more chance? It's hard to get over her when you've got at least twenty pictures of her in your kindle, and at least 7 that are love pictures. It's also hard because I'll never be able to forget you. I can't even try to fix my heart because you still have it. I love you like hell and you just want to be friends. And you wonder why I've got scars on my wrist over you. You were the key to me not being like this. You could've made me back to that little second grade me who loved life, but instead we said goodbye...and now I'm darker than ever. There is no light, just absence of darkness. And because of you, millions will die when I change this world. I am going to teach the Earth pain. I'm going to topple the strongest armies with just the press of a button. And when you see the world turning to chaos, you can tell yourself "he said he'd do it." I will destroy the planet. I'm dark enough to conquer all light. you've turned me into an unstoppable evil. And you can hold his hand as I launch the nukes that blow up the world. And while you two kiss and say that you'll meet in heaven, I'll tell myself that this was all for nothing, because you won't love me....love me, please? I don't want to be this person....
