I fought and fought, overcame every challenge that was thrown at me. Then, in the time of my weakness, a massive one came. Whether to live or die. I lost a best friend...and very likely someone I would marry. I needed support, and my best friend said fuck u and left....I can't tell which is left or right now. I'm shellshocked. The world feels suffocating. I don't know if I want to live or die.
