Let's Ruin The Friendship 😉 •Vmon•

the night of a thousand kisses

Lying in Namjoon's bed, he is asleep beside me, what happened last night?

I grab my phone scanning through notifications and one sticks out to me. I had a Snapchat from Jennie. What? How the fuck did she get my snap anyways?

I'm hesitant to open to it, what could she want? Maybe she's wondering about Namjoon? But I'm wondering about Namjoon and he's right next to me.
I open it....

What is she going on about? I was so drunk last night, it could literally be anything.

I reply because I need to know where I'm meant to be going. Namjoon eventually opens his eyes while I'm waiting for a response. He doesn't seem surprised to see me.

Luckily at this point, I wasn't hard anymore.

'Good morning' he laughed.
'What's so funny?' I questioned. Omg there better not be anything on my face!
'You can not handle your alcohol well' he laughed again while poking my forehead.
'Well can you please tell me what happened because I'm so confused?!'

*FLASHBACK*
*NAMJOON's POINT OF VIEW* (Only for the flashback)
I run quickly into my bed room, confused, scared, shocked.

I kissed Taehyung.

Why the fuck did I do that?. Why didn't Tae stop me? Does he like me? I sit on my bed, thinking and thinking and thinking, the loud noises of the music was slowly dying away.

I started to cry, tears falling down my cheeks.
Alone, Sequestered, Abandoned.

A polite knock sounds onto my door, I ignore it because I know exactly who it is. I can't face him. He knocks again, this time a little louder to make sure he gets my attention.

He had my full attention. I couldn't stop thinking about him and what happened between us. Is it a good thing?.

The door knocks again but this time he walks in after knocking. My predictions were confirmed, it was Taehyung.

He had been crying even more from when I left in.
'The boys have gone home'.
Tae said choking on every word that came out of his mouth. He was still standing at the door, froze by his emotions, but so was I.

13 years of friendship, memories, laughter and honesty and now it feels like I'm looking at a stranger.

Me and Tae locked eye contact, both pleading for someone to say the first world. I was desperate. I needed an answer.

Eventually, he moved slowly towards me and came and sat next to me on my bed. I suddenly became really nervous, I was shaking and Tae noticed. He held my arm and rested his head on my shoulder. At first, it was completely silent and he eventually spoke...

'I'm really thirsty, what about you?' He said while standing up and facing me, he smiled to try and break the awkwardness. He was a lot more confident around me then he has been in a long time, it made me really happy.

'Yes I am' I responded.

He quickly grabbed my arm and ran me to my kitchen, he started pouring us drinks, vodka and lemonade and began talking about how much he hated work which was really random but it didn't bother me because it made the situation less awkward.

For hours and hours we sat, drank alcohol and talked about life, I could tell Tae was really drunk, a lot more then me because he was becoming a lot more touchy then before. He eventually was sitting on my lap but it didn't bother me. He made the hairs on my arms raise.

We caught eye contact again and this time it felt more intimate, we were a lot closer and more drunk.

He licked his lips, my mouth started to water, I knew what I wanted in the moment but I thought it was because I was drunk.

I kissed him again.

This time I didn't run away. I wasn't scared. It felt right.

Tae smiled, I smiled.

What does this mean? Am I gay? Am I bi? Questions flew through my head but at this moment in time, all I cared about was Tae.
For the rest of the night, we chatted and chatted and eventually collapsed into bed.

I let him sleep with me because he was so drunk, I didn't want anything bad to happen to him.

*END OF FLASHBACK*
*BACK TO TAE's POINT OF VIEW*

We kissed again? Twice in one night and for the first time in my life, it felt passionate.

I'm in love with Namjoon and I think he likes me too?

'So where are we meant to be going with Jennie today then?' I asked still confused about her snapchat because he didn't mention anything about it.

'I'm not sure, I don't remember speaking to her once last night' he quickly responded sounded shocked and worried about what is going to happen.

All I want to know is, where is Jennie taking is?......