SHUT. UP.

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Don't do it.

THEY WANT TO POISION YOU.

SLAP THE NURSE!

I was in the hospital. Later that day I had accidentally cut my forearm while trying to make my mom lunch.

As an apology for being a screw up.

My plan failed. Like always.

"And here ya go." A nurse wraps a bandage around my wound.

"Hey, watch out, she hates you." The voice whispers. I hear a loud beep as the woman talks.

"Okay honey I know that you know how to handle a knife-"

"YOU STUPID BASTARD."

"Stttttuuupppiiiidddd. "

Beep. Beep.

"Sweetie.  Please listen." The nurse tries to get my attention, but the beeping and talking, it's louder than her.

So much louder.

There is more than one type of schizophrenia. Now, I won't list them all, but here are some signs of my schizophrenia.

-Hearing voices\ audiotory hallucinations.

-Paranoia. Afraid the world is out to get them and or kill them.

-Social awkwardness. Cannot form strong relationships, rarely speaks, a.k.a mute .

I memorized the list.

I look at her. "What?!" I snap. I was getting annoyed. So much stuff happens in my brain and, ugh, I just want to be normal.

Not 'dangerous to society.'

Not 'mentally ill.'

Not 'a lunatic'

And definetly not 'Chloe.'

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