𝐛𝐮𝐛𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐠𝐮𝐦. [✓]

ix

❛dear my sunshine, i saw how amazing you were on your dance performance. i knew you could do it, didn't i? as always i hope you have a wonderful week and day. did i mention how much you mean to me? you're my little ball of sunshine. you light up my world. thank you for that. and of course, every day your one more step closer to knowing who i am. but, don't be too eager, baby. i love you so much, i hope you know that.❜
- jinjin ♡

jeongin jumped up and down as he giggled. he got that fuzzy warm feeling again. to be honest, jeongin loved that feeling. he didn't know why.

maybe it's because someone actually likes him for once. that's not true, jeongin has had both boys and girls confess to him, but him being the confused kid he is, he didn't know how to feel.

since he didn't know if he was straight or not.

but, it got him thinking about what hitomi said, what if it is a guy? what if jinjin is a guy? well, he didn't care if jinjin was a boy or a girl, he liked jinjin for being jinjin.

before jeongin could lose his shit even more, he heard a voice.

❝no offense seungmin, but you suck ass.❞ hyunjin laughed out. there was a boy next to him pouted. seungmin looked as if he was about to do something, but hyunjin stopped him once he saw jeongin.

jeongin immediately stuffed the letter in his bag before closing his locker. ❝hey, innie, what are you doing here so late?❞ seungmin looked between the older and the youngest, he smirked.

❝oh, uhm, i-i stayed behind for daehwi.❞ jeongin wanted to punch himself for stuttering. just ask him you fucking pussy.

before jeongin could open his mouth, seungmin said goodbye and bowed to jeongin. jeongin was secretly waiting for seungmin to leave for his question that was dying to be asked.

❝uhm, hyunjin..?❞ the elder hummed in response as he gathered his things. ❝i-i wanted to ask if you wanted to hang out tomorrow... like just t-the two of us.❞ the maknae played with his fingers.

he was so shy and he didn't (of course) know why.

it was something that just repeated. he felt butterflies whenever he talked or was even around hyunjin.

hyunjin smiled softly as he nodded. ❝of course. i was actually gonna ask you the same thing too,❞ when jeongin heard this, he lit up.

he didn't want to be awkward about it.

but he was. ❝o-oh. after school i'm guessing?❞ hyunjin nodded. the younger really wanted to know what that feeling he felt towards hyunjin was. he felt it again for the a hundredth time when hyunjin laced his hands with jeongin's as they walked out the school gates.

what is this feeling?

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❝m-mimi!❞ jeongin called out. hitomi popped out her room and she was still in her school uniform. jeongin collapsed on the couch and hid his face in his hands.

❝what did you do?❞ the japanese sat next to jeongin and played with his hair. jeongin couldn't stop thinking about the letter from today.

his mind has only been on jinjin.

as well with hyunjin.

jeongin huffed his cheeks. ❝i-i asked hyunjin if he wanted to hang out tomorrow.❞ hitomi just looked at jeongin. ❝okay then why are you losing your shit?❞

that was a great question.

why was jeongin losing his shit?

also, asking a friend to hang out wasn't—isn't a big deal so why jeongin making it big?

should he tell hitomi?

fuck, he already told her about the letters.

but the letters are different from hyunjin, aren't they?

the korean laid his head on hitomi's lap. ❝what does it mean to have a crush on someone?❞ hitomi looked down at the boy. ❝i'm not sure. i never really liked someone. why?❞ jeongin closed his eyes. ❝i get this weird feeling around someone. and i don't know why.❞

hitomi was the person to go to for any advice. well, maybe not dating advice, but she was the best person to go to. she was one of the sweetest people jeongin has met. ❝how do you feel around them?❞

feeling happy was an understatement of how the korean felt around hyunjin. ❝i get this warm fuzzy feeling around them. and i get butterflies whenever i talk to them. i feel like i'm going crazy around them. and they just make me smile no matter what. i... i just want to be with them all the time. i-i want them to myself... am i being selfish?❞

the japanese has her jaw to the floor. jeongin blushed. she had no words. ❝i—damn okay, jeongin you are officially whipped for this person. i literally have no words. sounds like you're in love to me,❞

and that's when jeongin came a realization.

❝i think i have a crush on hyunjin.❞

[🐰]: hello hello! i know it's a double update!! i'm actually not doing anything this summer so that's great. i guess i have more time to work out the plot for an up coming book after this one! anyways thank you so much for all the support! 💞

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