Without you // seulyong

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18-01-2019

Without you

His whole body trembles trying to keep himself together

His sight gets blurry because of the tears in his eyes

His body feels like it's not there, not him

He feels weak, but aware of his body

Every tense muscle, his body wearing his clothes, his body touching the chair

His breathing is shaky, and the more he tries to calm down the harder it gets to breathe

Hoping nobody hears him he puts his hand on his mouth only letting harder cry noises

His heart hurt, it feels heavy but light, it feels full of guilt and sadness

He takes his hand of his mouth trying to catch a breathe

He takes a pencil and looks at the book in front of him, even holding the pencil takes more energy than it should

He looks at the words again, his mind is one big mess, his thought all over the place but on the same time not there

He closes his eyes feeling a warm tear rolling on his cheeks

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Hello 👋🏻
Sorry for being so inactive, I wanted to focus more in my exams but I'm back!
I'll rewrite this book so sorry for the notifications 😁