His Heir, My Regrets | Jinkook✔️

22. Personality Disorder?

This wasn't right; I told myself, it's not right. It was lust that brought me here before, and I couldn't allow history to repeat itself. Jungkook didn't care about me. He wants me for sex. I can't allow myself to be controlled by him.

"Seokjin," he whispers, causing my heart to flutter. His hand caresses my face, and I look away. This time with a gentle touch he held my face so that he holds the gaze I didn't want to give him, stealing the passion from my eyes in a way that only made me want him more than before. There is no smile on his lips, only the hot intensity of his gaze that we both know is the start of something. He knows! He's trying to make me feel like this. I could not allow that to happen as much as my body was asking for it. I had to remember that Jungkook's personality changes like the wind.

Maybe, if I tell him what he wants to hear, he will leave me alone, I thought, but then again, I didn't want him thinking he had complete control over me."Jungkook," I whispered to him."mmm," I...want..." ""Tell me, what do you want?" he says as I felt his lips softly graze my neck, causing my face to be heated."I...want..you...to""Mmmm, baby, what do you want me to do?" He asks as he continues to tease my neck with his lips."I...want...you.. to..leave so I can go to bed." I finally breathe out. He jerks backward-looking at me, "WHAT?""I am tired, and I am on bed rest remember. Doctor's order," I told him using my bed rest card on him, hoping it'd work.

"Stop making excuses. I can feel the way your body is reacting. Don't fight it, let it happen," he says as he leans back down on me.

"Jungkook, I am having a baby for christ sake!" I said pushing him off using all my strength

"Me too, but you don't hear me complaining." He said with a smug smile.

This fucker.

"You're so damn annoying! You can make all the rules you want, we are not sleeping together, and that's my rule. Take your horny ass and go find someone else to pleasure you." Please don't make this easy for him Jin; he hurt you remember, my inner thoughts reminded me.

"So you are saying you don't mind if I have you living here carrying my child and sleeping with someone else on the outside. You'd rather I go outside and find someone else rather you than satisfying my needs? Is that what you are saying Seokjin?"

"Jungkook, seriously do you have multiple personalities? If I recalled correctly just a few days ago, you made it very clear to me that "we don't need to sleep together. I don't want a relationship with you, nor do I have any plans of asking you to marry me." You made it seems as though I was moving into a prison and was just here to birth your "heir" did something change? Did I miss the memo? I am sorry, but I Kim Seokjin will not be used as a toy to satisfy your sexual needs. Therefore, yes, that's precisely what I am saying, find someone else who is willing to be your toy, one-night stand, booty call, whatever the fuck you are looking for, I don't give a shit what you do. The only connection we have in this house is this baby, nothing more. You do you, and I will do me." Did all rich people think this way? Or was it just him, why the heck did he think, he could say whatever he wants, act any way he wants and that it would be okay. He is like a brat who expected everything to go his way and his way only.

"What is that supposed to mean, "I will do me?" he asks.

I rolled my eyes like seriously that's what you chose to respond to, "Exactly like I said, I will do me, meaning whatever the hell I want, it's my life!"

"SEOKJIN!" He screams my name causing me to jump in fear, "why, why, just why? Why do you have a response to everything? You're working your way up to getting your ass spank, I swear!" He was holding onto the bedpost, gripping it as if he wanted to break something. Great! He was taking his anger out on the bedpost — a real kid.

"So, spank me then! Spank me so that I can sue and report your ass for abuse. Let's see how my parents will think of you then." And yes, I stuck my tongue out at him.

"Say no more." He said and walked out of my room.

Wait! Where did he go? Was he going to spank me, he wouldn't, right? I am pregnant, and my ankle is injured. He wouldn't do that. Did I push things too far? Shit, my mouth had gotten me in trouble, once again.

I hopped over to the door and locked it, checking it twice to ensure it was closed. I then got my phone and dialed Hoseok's number. Thankfully, he answered on the fourth ring.

"Jin! Are you settled?" I could hear his smile through the phone

"Hobi, I am moving back home, I can't stay here, it's not safe," I told him in a whisper.

"Jin, what why? Did something happen?" he sounds worried.

"Yes, I am living with a controlling pervert who I swear suffers from multiple personality disorder," I told him.

He laughs, "Jin, I thought something bad happened to you. You say that like it's a bad thing."

Wait. What!